March 31, 2006

The defense rests, your honor

Okay I got the frivolous blogging out of my system, now it's time to go back to using our brains.

I was having a conversation yesterday with a friend, on the topic of questioning those in authority. Specifically in regards to questioning if what they're teaching lines up with Scripture. We all know there are many "leaders" (whether self-appointed or called of God) in the Christian world, but much of what's being taught by them is just flat out junk.

What brought this up, was the recent hubbub after I questioned a book endorsement by pastor Tim Keller. Now let me make this real clear:

this post is not about Keller - those with issues about all that - make a note of this for yourself...

This is about attitudes. Specifically those attitudes that seem to say "how dare you question THIS man!?". It doesn't even matter which man it is that you happen to be talking about. Fans of Hinn (and his ilk) have the ole stand-by "touch not God's annointed!", while fans of McLaren get their bloomers in a bunch whenever anyone says anything critical of him. It's the same prevailing attitude no matter who's on the "hot seat", so to speak.

As if... those men are untouchable, unquestionable, and infallible.

Now, I don't believe for 1 second that anyone thinks of their favorite preacher or Bible teacher as infallible (but if they do, they've got serious issues that need to be addressed). Unfortunately, that is the attitude they display whenever anyone questions them, however. It's an overly defensive position taken on behalf of their favorite pastor, teacher, writer or commentator.

And I believe it's wrong - and even potentially dangerous, spiritually.

It seems to me, if a person gets so bent out of shape when someone else questions a teaching or a position that their favorite pastor or leader holds to, that they might go on a tirade against the person that asked about it - they've elevated the teacher to a place he doesn't rightfully deserve.

Let me give an example: James White. (I don't think he'll mind if I pick on him for a moment for this example).

I like what he has to say, and I like it a lot. Let's say someone comes along and says "well look at what White said about ABC over here, it doesn't look like that adds up with XYZ over there". (This has actually happened, by the way). How should I react?

Should I get angry and blog up one side and down the other this person calling them the "cleaned up version" of every cuss word there is? NO.

Should I humiliate the person by calling them names that question their intellect or sincererity? NO.

Should I even have a strong reaction at all? NO.

To me, flipping out over something someone else said about your favorite speaker, teacher or pastor would appear that you have your priorities in the wrong place. Men are men - some are well studied, some are gifted speakers, some can even juggle or flip their eyelids inside out. But at the end of the day, men are still fallible and still just men.

Now please understand I'm talking about questions - not outright slander or libel or calling someone's salvation into question - nothing extreme like that at all.

Sometimes I just think we unwittingly put our favorites up on a pedestal that isn't rightfully theirs to be put on in the first place. I even question if these leaders are all that comfortable knowing they've been put up there to begin with.

While I don't have any issues with giving credit where credit is due, or appreciating someone because they're gifted in a certain field, I don't believe pastors, leaders, speakers, etc., are in some kind of special, untouchable, unquestionable position. In fact, if we as followers of Christ are actually living according to His word, we'd all be a lot more careful (wise as serpents) to pay close attention to what these leaders in Christendom are saying, to then be like the Bereans and compare their teachings and practices to what the Scriptures say. Leaders, in my opinion, should be under more Biblical discerning scrutiny than anyone else in the church.

Those of us that learn under them, don't really have any business getting overly defensive when someone questions what they have to say. Instead, it makes far more sense to me to direct the person questioning, to the Scriptures on that issue. If God's word is final in our lives, then that's where our focus ought to be, not misplaced into defending men.

Just a few (scattered) thoughts this morning.


Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 30, 2006

52 things about me

My mom sent me this - and instead of forwarding it to 800 people that would delete it without replying, I'll just post it here for ya! :o)

1. FIRST NAME? Carla :o)

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes, that famous person named Carla Rae that you've all read about.

3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? About a week ago. My critics might be brutal, but they're not as brutal as me, on me.

4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? It used to be nice, but I recently wrote a letter out longhand, and it looked (and felt) awkward. I need to write more, long hand.

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT? Prolly ham.

6. KIDS? Um, hellewww? 7 kids from 23 to almost 3.

7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDSWITH YOU? I really don't like this question. If it's true that people who are very much alike, get along well - then yes. If it's true that people that are very much alike - DON'T get along so well, then no. If she would let me borrow her clothes, then yes. I have no idea, this is a dumb question.

8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? Yeah, somewhere around here.

9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Never! nyuck nyuck nyuck

10. Do you still have your tonsils? Yes I do, did you want to borrow them?

11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? I think yes, but I'd prolly chicken out at the last minute - maybe. Maybe not.

12. What is your favorite cereal? Frosted Mini Wheats!

13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? No, my mom never taught me how to tie my shoes. LOL, just kidding mom. No, I kick them off without untying them, I'm a rebel.

14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Hmm... not really.

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Well let's see now... peppermint, chocolate/caramel, butter brickle, anything cheesecake, there are too many to pick a favorite.

16. SHOE SIZE? 9 1/2 - I'm related to Sasquatch. Shhh, don't tell anyone, family members are pretty much attention-shy.

17. RED OR PINK? Both - but never at the same time.

18. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? Oh I hate these kinds of questions! That would likely be the skill I have to be gravely misunderstood, A LOT. I've been working very hard for 41 years to remedy that. It's the one thing I detest the most about me, probably.

19. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? Lots of people that have either died or that I've lost touch with over the years.

20. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? I want everyone who reads it to leave a comment and replace my answers with their own. LOL, hows that for a challenge?

21. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES YOU ARE WEARING? Dark blue pants and light blue cossack-style slippers. I'm such a fashion plate.

22. LAST THING YOU ATE? A handful of veggie crackers.

23. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Sponge Bob Square Pants on the tv. No, Kev's at work, it's the kids who are watching it.

24. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? This is an incredibly lame question. Who cares what color crayon I'd be???

25. FAVORITE SMELL? Apple pie, fresh bread, lilacs, carnations, baby powder, ahhh... so many favorite smells!

26. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My daughter Caryn.

27. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Body language. The way folks stand, carry themselves and/or look at you (or don't look at you) when they speak is what always stands out to me. The second thing is smell. Yes it sounds bizarre but I have a strangly heightened sense of smell. I once told a friend this, then jokingly said "most people stink" and it made him paranoid. I've since learned not to mention it very often.

28. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? Of course I do, it's my mommy!

29. FAVORITE DRINK? Peach iced tea, I think.

30. FAVORITE SPORT? Baseball or badminton.

31. HAIR COLOR? Medium brown with reddish highlights.

32. EYE COLOR? Greenish with a weird yellow circle around my iris.

33. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No

34. FAVORITE FOOD? Italian or Mexican.

35. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING? Both, depending on my mood.

36. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Almost Famous. Great "period" movie, too much cussing.

37. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Tan

38. SUMMER OR WINTER? Fall

39. HUGS OR KISSES? Hershey's makes these great little chocolates, so yes, I'll take a bag of Hugs & Kisses please.

40. FAVORITE DESSERT? Dark chocolate cake with chocolate frosting. And you know what? one of my Betty friends actually sent me a recipe for chocolate cake just today! I might have to make it tonight! (Thank you Betty!)

41. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? I'm going to guess either Kim or Darlene will be the first to reply.

42. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? John MacArthur. And if he does, I'll eat my keyboard.

43. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? I'm trying to finish David Wells' book, but it's rough going for reading time right now. Nancy Pearcy's book is on hold for now.

44. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Tweety in his cage with Sylvester's face pressed up against the bars - mouth wide open.

45. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV? LOST (Henry Gayle my eye!), American Idol (bye Lisa!) and CSI NY.

46. FAVORITE SOUNDS? Songbirds in the morning.

47. ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES? Neither - Fleetwood Mac, Boston or Kansas.

48. THE FURTHEST YOU BEEN FROM HOME? If home is WA, then we'll go from there. East - Ontario, South - Palm Springs and North - Vancouver.

49. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? Yes, and I wear a helmut to blog. I don't know about special but I'm uber-creative. Draw, paint, sew, write, photography, etc. Not sure which I do best, and love them all.

50. WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU BORN? December 12, 1964, Bremerton Washington.

51. What condition are your hands and feet in? They're still attached & covered with skin, so I guess that's a good sign?

52. Who is your favorite Author? I don't have a favorite, I read whatever interests me.

Okay.... now it's your turn. Hit the comment link and replace all my answers with yours. If you don't, flying monkeys will invade your home and make you all wear ruby slippers for the next 6 months. :o)

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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Lessons in Public Embarassment 101

Hey, if you want to know the secret to really embarassing yourself in public, pull up a chair. Let's talk.

Here's the way you do it:

Work hard all day, and stay up real late finishing all your projects - it's gotta be real late, and you have to be really tired for this to work effectively. Once you've got yourself to this point, go visit some of your favorite blogs. This works best if one of your favorite blogs is widely read by some of the most sharp minds in the evangelical community.

When you get to that blog, leave a comment. Not just any old comment, but a short, casual comment in which you incorrectly name a recording artist from the era of music that you really enjoy. Make sure it's the kind of commenting system that you can't go back and edit your blunder, so that it's a permanent comment.

I have only one thing to say:

I knew it was Elton John - I knew that - it was not Bowie.

Carry on soldiers.

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 29, 2006

Midweek & Rushed

There's been a lot on my plate the last few days. Tons of email (no Olivia, I'm not interested in your company's pharmecuetical grade viagra, but thanks for the 300 emails about it), lots of comments to read over and consider, and trouble to cause at Frank's blog. Frank wonders if I'm too nice to be considered a truly reformed sidekick in training. Frank is too funny.

I've had so much email in the last week or so, that I went ballistic and deleted a lot of it without even reading it. I only do that with addresses I don't recognize or subject lines that appear to be spam, sneaking past the filter - so - if you've sent me email in the last week that I never responded to, please send it again. If your name is Olivia and you have drugs to sell, ignore that last request.

Add to that, the shocker I got yesterday when I opened my phone bill to discover there's an auto-dialer-program-thingy somewhere in my 'puter that has disconnected my dialup access twice in the last month (and more since then). It disconnected, then reconnected with a 3.99 per minute 900 number. Thankfully the charges are less than $12.00, but you can bet I'll be speaking to Bell Canada about this today.

So... with that said, today is another busy day. I would like to mention though, that this past Sunday we had our audio-chat room open and broadcast Phil Johnson's audio on the ECM from the Shepherd's conference (I'm too lazy right now to link all that up - besides, you all know where to find Phil anyway). It went exceptionally well, and I would like to thank everyone that came. Even Gummby who showed up late and missed the whole thing. Poor Gummby. I think his excuse was something about trimming his goatee and adjusting his knit cap. He said something about being authentic for the chat. At any rate, there were many questions during and after the broadcast and it was a most captive audience to be sure.

I'm already late in getting my day started so I'm ending this here.
Have a great Wednesday!

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 28, 2006

Because it needs to be said

I posted earlier that I had something to deal with and that I would be gone until I dealt with it. This may be of no interest to some of the readers here, and that's okay. This is, in a large part what I felt obligated to deal with and respond to publicly.
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I don’t do this very often but I am cross-posting this at both ENo and Reflections. I’m posting this for ENo readers since this the blog I originally wrote this for, and I’m cross-posting this at Reflections because it matters to me that it’s there as well. This is going to be very long. Just a warning.

This past January it was brought to my attention by a friend that this year’s Desiring God conference is themed Above All Earthly Powers: The Supremacy of Christ in a Postmodern World. A most timely topic indeed.

When I took a look at the speakers listed for this conference, after some consideration I decided to write about my concerns. That post at ENo eventually generated over 170 comments. This is literally unheard of as it pertains to anything I ever write.

Here we are 2 months later and now I’d like to expound a bit on my reasons for being concerned and my reasons for writing. It’s fairly simple actually. I wanted to point out how the tentacles of the ECM are reaching into churches, conferences, lecture seminars and ministries all across the spectrum of evangelicism. This movement is not limited to one denomination, or one particular subset of Christendom. It’s a movement and a mindset that seems to find it’s way into churches via many routes. Your church library, the small group study materials, the books, videos and podcasts that your youth group leaders are being influenced by.

I’ve spoken to people in the US, Canada, the UK, Australia, New Zealand, etc. who all say the same things. It’s either in their church, or they’ve left their church for this cause, or their kids are into it, brothers, sisters, spouses, pastors and more. When they speak up and speak out against it, they are almost always met with the same resistance and critical eye that you will see at ENo in the comment section, when I leave it open. It can be brutal, ugly, personal and quite degrading to leave oneself open to the proponents of the ECM if you have a dissenting opinion. It’s a most strange phenomenon to be met with such bitter and vehement resistance when you say “but what does the Bible say about this?” to a fellow professing believer.

When I learned that the DG conference was to address Christ in a postmodern world, I wasn’t surprised at all. Over the last 18 months more and more conferences like this are addressing this issue because it IS an issue, and is growing.

So I looked over the names of speakers. I wondered, in what way are they qualified to address this timely topic? What is their individual fields of expertise, or gifts? What kind of church are they from, and how are they affected personally by postmodernism? I tend to be rather inquisitive of people in leadership positions. If someone is presented as a leader or a teacher, I want to know what makes them qualified to be in such a role.

When I saw the names of Mark Driscoll and Tim Keller, I was honestly a bit taken aback. Anyone that’s been following the ECM news for the last few months at least, knows that Driscoll is known as an “ex-EC” in some contexts. He’s essentially distanced himself from the label, and from Brian McLaren’s more extreme and liberal theological positions. In Phil Johnson’s recent lecture on the ECM at the Shepherd’s conference he referred to Driscoll as someone who might be considered by some, on the more conservative end of the EC spectrum. In the minds of many (as is evidenced by numerous blogs over the last couple of months) the “jury is still out” on whether Driscoll is actually “ex-EC” or not. Not everyone is convinced, nor is this breaking news. Many people within the EC camp and without, have been quite public in expressing their thoughts on this one.

As for Keller, the only reason I was interested in his name being on the list of speakers was due to a question someone had asked me about a book endorsement of his. Pastor Tim Keller is slated to speak at this year’s DG on "The Supremacy of Christ and the Gospel in a Postmodern World". Keller is rather well known in certain circles for his passion for evangelism, so that made perfect sense that this would be his topic.

What didn’t seem to make sense to me, or to the person that asked me about his book endorsement, was what Keller had to say about the content of the book. In a nutshell, the content of the book is a basic list of what some call “Christian spiritual disciplines”, complete with a how-to guide on how to practice them.

It did and does seem inconsistent to me (and others that have read it) why a conservative pastor would recommend and endorse a book that contains a how-to guide on ancient religious disciplines, that in many cases are the same exact kinds of spiritual disciplines being welcomed in by the EC crowd. Public opinion is quite divided on whether these disciplines are actually Christian at all, or simply borrowed practices from ancient mystic and/or pagan religion. Many believers that have a background in eastern mysticism have come forward to flat out denounce these things as 100% unbiblical. Ray Yungen’s book called A Time of Departing documented quite well (in my opinion) how these very things are on the increase, even in mainline, conservative churches.

While I am certainly not a polished book reviewer, I’ve posted my review of Yungen's book here, Tim Challies has a review here, and a condensed version of my review was also published in The Evangelical Baptist, in the fall 2005 edition here. I honestly believe this is a growing influence in solid Biblical churches that we not only need to be aware of, we need to be discerning about to the highest degree. Thankfully, there are many others that also see the need for this discernment.

Tim Keller has responded as to why he endorsed this book, and what I had to say about it:


I like Adele's book as a practical encyclopedia of spiritual disciplines. No one will like or use all of the approaches equally. But it is a good survey. I did read both of your posts about the book and while they had many general assertions that Adele's book promoted eastern mysticism, they didn't have any real specific arguments about why that would be the case. Just claiming that breathing exercises are eastern mysticism does not make them so. I've done a lot of thinking about the differences between eastern mysticism and Christian meditation over the years. There are major differences, but I think Adele honors those differences. I know the emerging church likes meditation and contemplation stuff but it also likes liturgy. Does that make all people who love liturgy emergent? I don't think so. Just because I have profited from ancient Christian practices of meditation and spirituality doesn't mean I'm emergent. (source for this quote)



Late last night I received an email from a person I respect a great deal who is also on the front lines of the ECM critique. This email gave me much insight into the way things “work” in the leadership of evangelical circles, as well as a few other things. One of the things I benefited the most from, was the reminder that while there is a spectrum of sorts among the ECM (from blatantly heretical all the way to traditionally conservative) and those who would be somewhat tolerant with it, we have to remember to not “lump everyone” together. I know there is a wide spectrum, and I certainly don’t want to broadbrush and simply write everyone off as “EC”.

In that context I would like to apologize publicly for any unintentional insinuation that I have done this with Pastor Tim Keller. For the record, I do not believe (and never meant to imply) that I think Keller to be “EC”. I seriously doubt anyone involved in the ECM would consider him “emergent” either. Although I think it is pertinent to point out that Keller did write a paper on the need for the local church to be “missional” ( a very common word you’ll hear or read doing any amount of research into what constitutes the ECM) , that I would have to suppose is a welcome support, for those who seek credibility for this movement. In discussing this with a friend it was pointed out that while Keller would seem to distance himself from the more doctrinally-bankrupt theological ideas of the ECM, he does in fact endorse the methodological drift of the movement. The phrase “being missional” is an oft-used phrase among many that are actually full fledge ECM proponents.

Honestly, I wasn’t trying to even really write about Keller for any other reason than to show how this movement and it’s teachings are influencing leaders in the greater evangelical churches. (Or maybe it would be better said to say that the same influences that shape the ECM are also finding a home in non-EC churches?) Keller has made it very clear that he likes this book for it’s practical encyclopedic format of spiritual disciplines. He also says he himself has profited “from ancient Christian practices of meditation and spirituality”. Keller’s own admission that he likes this book is exactly the point I was attempting to make in showing how this influence is playing out. The very same reason Yungen wrote his book. I’ve detailed here some of what this book contains but for those reading about this for the first time, here is the short list once again:


"Fasting. Solitude. Contemplative prayer. Lectio divina. Have you heard about these practices and wanted to try them? Have you wandered from one practice to another not sure quite what to do? Are you overwhelmed by all the to-dos of your spiritual life?... In the Spiritual Disciplines Handbook Adele Calhoun gives us directions for our journey toward intimacy with Christ. While the word discipline may make us want to run and hide, the author shows how desires and discipline work together to lead us to the transformation we're longing for--the transformation only Christ can bring. Instead of just giving information about spiritual disciplines, this Handbook is full of practical, accessible guidance that helps you actually do them."

Part 7: Pray Breath Prayer,
Centering Prayer, Contemplative Prayer, Conversational Prayer, Fasting,
Fixed-Hour Prayer, Inner-Healing Prayer, Intercessory Prayer, Labyrinth Prayer,
Liturgical Prayer, Prayer Partners, Praying Scripture, Prayer of Recollection,
Prayer Walking

While prayer is an integral part of any believer's life, the Scriptures are quite clear on how we're to do that. What are all these things listed here? Many of them are exactly what some ECM proponents are involved in, and teaching. At the IVP promo page for this book, don't forget to read the pdf file on the Intro to this book, and the interesting selection they chose to highlight the book, Contemplation.


This is where key issues of discernment & wisdom come in. In our time, what one person says and means when they say “ancient Christian practices” or meditation, or spirituality, does not always mean what the next person means when they say it – and is often misunderstood by those who hear it. We live in a time where redefining terms and words is quite common. We also live in a time where such things as ancient eastern mystic religious practices are being promoted and endorsed as “Christian” practices, and welcomed into churches literally all over the world.

I had the opportunity to discuss what you are reading right now, with several people before I finished it and posted it. One of those people was fellow ECM critic Phil Johnson. On this subject of “contemplative spirituality” Phil had this to say:

" "Contemplative spirituality" isn't wrong because it involves contemplation; what makes the spirituality of Richard Foster, Brennan Manning, and their partners in crime wrong is the syncretism inherent in their perspective on "Spirituality"--the notion that techniques and teachings from eastern mysticism or ancient monasticism could ever truly add anything valuable or make up for something "missing" from the Bible's teaching about spirituality.

Not everyone who advocates breathing techniques has consciously and emphatically adopted a syncretistic spirituality, though. It would be wrong and unfair to assume or imply that they all have some agenda to introduce elements of Confucianism into the evangelical movement.

But it's NOT wrong (in fact, it's important) to point out that the Bible says nothing about breathing techniques, so anyone who adds such a stress to their teaching on spirituality is going beyond Scripture. And that opens the door to dangerous influences. In that regard, I think it's important to sound the alarm about the influence of eastern mysticism into evangelical spirituality."

I believe when we say things these days such as meditation, spiritual disciplines, or even “ancient” as it pertains to Christianity, we really need to be very careful as to define what we mean. What these things meant to most believers just 10 years ago, do not necessarily mean to the average believer the same things today. It’s a source of confusion as postmodernistic thought & philosophies begin to erode the standard of communication among believers. Sometimes I wonder if it’s not (in some very small way) what the people at the tower of Babel began to experience when suddenly they couldn’t understand their neighbor. One day they communicated just fine, the next nothing they heard made any sense at all. While their language was confused on a grand scale to the point of it being impossible to communicate, our “evangelical” language has been subtly confused, and deceptively redefined so that we end up innocently and unwittingly confusing others. It's even quite possible we're being confused or deceived ourselves, with the redefinition of words being so common. (Not a very pleasant thought, but one I think worth paying attention to).

I want to make something else very clear, and that is making distinctions. Not everyone that embraces these things is deliberately and knowingly embracing something that is unbiblical. I know this, and I have tried very hard to make sure that comes across in my critique of the ECM. Further, not everyone that practices these things can see anything wrong with them. I do believe that is a direct result of lack of study, lack of discernment and simply placing too much credibility into whoever introduced them to these things, to begin with.

I wrote this today because I wanted to make it as clear as possible, that I am not “attacking” Pastor Tim Keller, or lumping him in unfairly with the ECM. Obviously I don’t agree with Keller on this topic but that doesn’t mean I wish him any ill will or any of the other things I’ve been accused of, accusing him of. The one thing I really want to convey is that this isn’t personal against the man’s character, passion for the lost, or dedication to his church. Ultimately, this really isn’t about Keller at all. Or me, or you. Ultimately this is about Sola Scriptura and how it’s quite literally been abandoned today by so many professing believers.

• It doesn’t matter what this book says, or that book.
• It doesn’t matter what new teaching that’s being raved about.
• It doesn’t matter if it’s an old teaching that has been associated with Christianity for 1,000 years or more.

If it, whatever it happens to be, does not line up with Scripture, then it has no business being practiced, preached, or promoted among Christians. Maybe it’s just that I’m too old fashioned to bend on this, or maybe it’s because I take the Scriptures quite literally when I read of how our worship of God is either acceptable, or unacceptable. Many have commented over the past few years on how the evangelical church has begun to “trifle” with God’s word and add this, omit that, or just become so painfully liberal that we are not even recognizable as Christians at all anymore.

I believe the ECM and the doctrines, disciplines & practices that it promotes, has only added to this theological mess we find in our local churches.

I don’t have the opportunity to speak to millions of believers each day, but I do have the opportunity to speak to many, worldwide, thanks to the technology known as the Internet. This is quite literally a global issue. Hungry believers desirous of a local church to call home & worship with likeminded believers, CANT FIND ONE, because so many that they have visited are too busy jumping onto the latest Christian Trend. Something old, something new, something re-defined, something hip, something “relevant” something pragmatic, something “authentic”. When churches are so busy focusing on these things, you can be sure the simple preaching of the word is being tossed out the window. I actually had one pastor who defined himself as "missional-centered" tell me that preaching isn't enough. For him, the simplicy of preaching the written word of God was not enough! For him it was decided preaching the word wasn't enough to draw a man to Christ, or keep a man in solid teaching. Can you imagine such arrogance? I was stunned to read this.

Teaching about sin, repentance, holy living, suffering and God’s wrath is secondary (if preached at all) since that doesn’t fall in line with the Trend-o-the-week. The small group studies aren’t focusing on these things, so neither should you. The youth group leader isn’t hearing these things in his weekly podcasts, so your kids aren’t hearing it from him (or her). The pastor is reading McLaren or Peterson or quoting Merton, so that’s what you’re going to hear about from the pulpit. And your Bible study leader is using The Message & promoting some kind of touchy-feely-happy-warm-fuzzy idea of “redeeming the environment” equaling doing God’s business on earth.

All this, while young or new believers are starving for teachings from the Scriptures.

I have been told that the recent Shepherd’s Conference was in some people’s words, “phenomenal” and “one that will go down in the history books” as far as the preaching, teaching and exhortation is concerned. Over and over again I have read about preaching on practical things that believers NEED to hear. Solid Biblical food that we cannot grow in Christ without. Pastors and laypeople alike who attended this conference came away so inspired and encouraged by what they heard, they’ve begun making it a matter of prayer to diligently preach the word, being instant in season and out of season, rebuking, exhorting with a focus on longsuffering, BIBLICAL evangelism, and doctrine. If you think I’m exaggerating with this, ask anyone you know who attended, and see what they say. For many it was a healthy shot in the arm that reinforced what they already knew to be true, and a great encouragment to stand boldly on the written word.

Are these men perfect with perfect doctrine? Hardly – and they’d be the first to admit it. But the one big difference between what these men heard at the Shepherd’s conference, and what so many millions(?) of believers are hearing from the pulpits in their churches, is sound Biblical teachings. Being equipped with REAL practical teachings that come straight from Scripture, instead of some hot selling book in the “alternative” or “top 10” list at the local “Christian” bookstore.

I know this is very long, and I’ve likely lost many readers not even halfway through it. I just wanted to take the time to express why I write what I do, and where I’m coming from. Many of us out here have a background in doctrinally bankrupt churches that were more inspired by the things of the world than the things of God. Many of us have been through the grief and sorrow of realizing we were under a false teaching – and maybe even promoted it ourselves. Ashamed of ourselves and repenting before the Lord to lead us with wisdom and sharp discernment. Many of us have gone for months (or years) with being churchless, because a solid Biblical church simply did not exist in our areas. Some move to find one, others struggle with not being in one, and truly long to be with likeminded saints come Sunday morning to praise and worship the Lord and hear the word preached. Others log on to the Internet to hear sermons being broadcast from church sites that they know preach the word, unapologetically and with passion for the rich things of Scripture.

It’s a brutal, painful and grievous thing to be left wanting solid teaching, when the local churches are being led by a woman, someone preaching postmodern philosophies mixed with Christianese language, or have no pastor at all but forms opinions of doctrine by some kind of community agreement . Influenced by postmodern garbage, or whatever else happens to catch the fancy of the leaders, finding a solid local church any more is not easy, for a lot of people.

I commented to someone earlier today that I wish I could write like Spurgeon. Obviously I cannot, but I hope and pray that I have been as clear as he was, when he addressed the very same issues in his time. None of this stuff is new, folks, it’s just being subtly (and in some cases blatantly) set before us, labeled as “Christian” and welcomed with open arms by everyone from the local pastor, all the way down to the lowly church custodian.

In conclusion, I want to make it clear that I am not about “attacking” anyone personally. I have no doubt in my mind that if I were to meet many of the people I have mentioned in my writings, we’d probably get along just fine, as far as personality goes. I wish them no malice, no harm, and certainly no grief from me. It is and has always been my goal to point to the TEACHINGS, and present as much as within my ability, the facts and resources about where these teachings are coming from – who’s writing what, who’s preaching what, and who they themselves have been influenced by. While my goal is not to shine a light on personalities, naming names cannot be avoided if we’re to expect to find out where these teachings & endorsements come from.

I do hope this helps in explaining where I’m coming from. For me, the 5 solas of the reformation are not just a catchy phrase. The really do mean something, and they underscore what I say, and why I say it.

If we do not know who or what is influencing the people we view as teachers and leaders in our lives, how discerning are we? Or are we just willing to sit back and take in whatever we're taught, and never question where it's coming from?

I pray this is not the case.

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 27, 2006

Get real Monday?


The only reason I'm posting this is because it made me laugh, and I think it might make you laugh too. I'm technically still not here, just for the record. I'm still going over something I think is very important to address.

This week's Get Real Monday (which I've never participated in before, but Kim and Rebecca did this week), is to post a picture of yourself in highschool. This picture was taken in the fall of 1980, for my sophmore yearbook. I was just a few months shy of turning 16. Get a load of that pathetic attempt at the Farrah Flip hairdo. And let me just say, while I did find it spooky that I'm wearing a beige sweatshirt in that picture, just like the one that was taken for my profile in the fall of 2005, it is not the same shirt. The one I'm wearing in the highschool pic is actually my moms, and the one I'm wearing in the profile pic is Kevs. Some things apparently never change. I'm glad the hairstyle did though. I never could do the Farrah Flip.

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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We're sorry, the number you have reached has been temporarily disconneted, if you think you have reached this recording in error, you'd be wrong.

I currently have 2 very heavy topics on my mind, and several other less heavy topics. For that reason, I'm going to be absent for a while until I've given them all enough thought, and enough prayer, to write about any of them with any amount of thoughtful consideration.

I have no idea how long "a while" is. It might be a day, it might be a week. Trust me, you wont miss me, there are tons of other things to read that will make you think, make you laugh, and make you mad enough to pray about them.

I'll be back when clarity shows up.

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 26, 2006

Phil Johnson on PalTalk

Just a quick note to let you know this evening at (approximately) 8:30pm eastern time, we will be broadcasting from our audio-chat on PalTalk:

Absolutely Not - A critical look at the emerging church movement
by Phil Johnson
2006 Shepherds' Conference
Grace Community Church, Sun Valley, CA

The full text transcript is available here.
Audio download is available here.

To join us in the audio chat on PalTalk, you must have PT downloaded on your system (it takes no time at all to download and it's free).

Once you've registered, click to the Christianity section, and scroll down to locate the room named Sovereign Grace Bible Fellowship. I'm the owner of this room and my screen name on PalTalk is Christ Alone.

I must add a disclaimer however. There are numerous rooms within this section that simply do not represent Biblical Christianity whatsoever. In addition, there are always those among the Christian community on PalTalk that for whatever reason seem to thrive in strife, controversy and the like. I use PalTalk because I enjoy the audio chat capabilities to share sermons, lectures, and speak in real-time to friends. You do not have to use the microphone to chat however, you can chat within the text as well.

No telling if it will be a large crowd or a small one - you never know on PT, but we'll do our best to welcome you & take your questions should you have any. The room is co-moderated by "Surphing" (Denise) from ENo and SurphSide.

I look forward to seeing you there, whether you're a regular, or a first time visitor.


Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 25, 2006

WHAT did you say?!

(Lest you think this is another blogpost rambling on about things insignificant, I would encourage you to keep reading - my point will be made, I assure you)

It has occured to me this morning that I am officially old. I'm the person I poked fun at, at 20.

When I was 20, staying up until 2 or 3 am on a Friday night was no big thing - in fact I did it all the time well into my 20's. As the girls got older I did it less and less, and it's been so long since I did do that, I can't even remember the last time.

Well, Kev got home from work last night (he gets home about 11:30pm) and we decided to watch a movie. I'm not really sure where that brilliant idea came from, but the decision was made and settled into my favorite movie-watching-chair and we watched a movie together. When it was over I realized it was after 2am - and promptly announced "see ya, this old bat is outta here!". Kev normally stays up that late since he gets home that late. But for me, it's unheard of.

So when I crawled out of bed at 8:30 (also unheard of) the kids were already outside in the surprise 6 inches of snow we got last night, and I stumbled to the kitchen to the coffee pot and one of my dearest friends. My coffee is not happy coffee unless it has french vanilla cream in it. Many years ago, one of my employees brought this in one morning and said (to the die-hard black coffee drinking me) "Carla, you really have to try this in your coffee, it's great". I told him he was insane, but to leave it and I'd consider trying it. He left it, I tried it, and I've been a french vanilla cream fan ever since. For years I took my coffee black only - no sugar, no cream, no nuttin'. Now, drinking black coffee is like trying to surf in a mud puddle, or going sledding on a hill of grass. It's just missing the oompha.

At any rate, all my plans I had for today are altered. Part 1 of my plan today was to get out of here early this morning and get some errands done. I have monumental issues with running errands on a Saturday, but I do have things to get done today.

So why am I writing all this? Why are you supposed to care about any of it at all? Well, those are fine questions, and the real answer is just very simple. It's my life & this is my blog. Just one Christian mom/wife/woman/person writing about real life things on her blog.

Over the last week, I've read "this is my blog" several times. In one context it was sort of said in a snarky way as if to say "if you don't like it, LEAVE". In the other 2 contexts it was said to remind people that the blog owners have a standard to uphold and there would be NO profanity or off-color language used there at all.

The thought occured to me in both of those cases 'why does a Christian blogger have to remind his or her (primarily) Christian audience not to cuss & swear in the comment section?'.

It's a most repugnant sign of the times. Reflection of the times, if you will indulge me that title.

Can you imagine going to your Grandma's house and having to be reminded not to cuss and swear in front of Grandma?

How about your pastor taking the pulpit and one of the men in the church stopping him on the way to whisper "remember Pastor, there will be no cussing in your sermon today"?

How about teaching a Bible study on Tuesday night in your church, and having one of the ladies slip you a note that says "now Mary, remember we don't use profanity to teach our lessons!".

Yesterday I wrote that the Christian blogging community had gone mad. I was only partially joking with that statement, but if you routinely surf "Christian blogs" you know exactly what I mean. Christians who cuss and swear. Honestly it's simply UNTHINKABLE! (It really does make me angry and stir up the "mother" in me).

To remind a Christian not to cuss, is to me like reminding your children we do not drink ammonia. Or to remind your husband he shouldn't slug you in the face when he notices dinner isn't ready on time. Or to remind yourself that sticking a gun in the face of the bank teller is conduct unbecoming a Christian witness.

These things are just a given - and so should be Christians not using, never using, and abhorring the flithy language of the world, to make their point.

I feel like I am well qualified to make this statement, for 1 simple reason. I used to have a most filthy mouth, when I was an unbeliever. It's not something I write about in a boastful way, it's actually an embarassing and shameful thing to admit - but it's the truth about who I was before. It's not something that went away overnight, either. After my conversion I continued to struggle with this way of speaking, for many many years. Whenever I'd get angry, the "old me" would come flying out of the blue and use the kind of language that used to earn kids a trip to the washroom to be introduced to Mr. Bar of Soap.

Never once did I need anyone to remind me that this was language unfit for a child of God. Every time I did it, my heart was convicted by the Holy Spirit and I was instantaneously grieved at my own conduct. EVERY TIME. I cried about it, prayed about it, apologized to whoever heard me, and literally asked the Lord time and time again to shut my mouth. It was a most miserable process for me to leave behind the language of the world to express myself, but it was a process that had to be.
And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. (Romans 12:2)

Now we live in a time where Christians who cuss and swear and use vulgar language and tell crude jokes, is considered "culturally relevant" and "authentic". Let's be totally honest here for a moment as I say HOGWASH. To be clear, hogwash means worthless, false, or ridiculous speech or writing, nonsense, garbage fed to hogs or swill.

The Scriptures are perfectly clear that this kind of language is 100% unacceptable, at all times, in all places, for all reasons. In front of grandma, your pastor, your kids, from the pulpit, at the store, ON BLOGS, or anywhere else. Anyone professing Christ out of one side of their mouth, and using vulgar or profane speech out of the other side, and not convicted of this Biblical truth - should really be asking themselves why. If being "authentic" or "culturally relevant" or hip, trendy, or whatever is more important than raising the standard to what is acceptable to God according to His very word then there are some serious introspective questions that one had better be asking him or herself.

For those that do love the Lord and still struggle with the words that fly out of your mouth from time to time, my heart does go out to you. I know what that feeling is like, and it's no walk in the park. You'd be one of the people to read this and sit there nodding your head the whole time. Thinking to yourself "yep, I can certainly relate to this". You know what I'm talking about and you're just as convicted of it as I was. It hurts to shame the name of Christ by that language, and you know it. I know it too.

I've said all this before. I've written on this before too - right here at this blog. I'm not going to bother to pull up the linkage to all the past entries on it, I'm just going to hope the message comes through loud and clear, this time.

I wrote about it again because it's a message that is more and more needed, as Christendom (as evidences in books, heard at lectures & seminars, read on blogs, and in casual conversation among professing believers) seems to be heading in a very ungodly, unChristlike direction, and has begun to resemble the world, much more than it resembles Christ.

Just a few thoughts this Saturday morning.

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 24, 2006

Gone fishin?

Yep, I've decided I'm going to take up fishing. Sorta. The next time I go to the grocery store, I want to see the hams, roasts & produce to do this.

HT: Stark

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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Think on these things

It's official, the Christian community of bloggers has gone completely mad. Not just your run-of-the-mill mad, but Nora Desmond mad.

Well, maybe not entirely mad. Maybe just mostly mad, like after being hooked up to "the machine" and having Prince Humperdink turning it up to 50. That seems to be the tone lately.

So, I had intended to continue with a little 3 part series on Loving The Scripures, Loving the Truth of Christ, and Loving The Gospel. After reading the comment section in Loving the Scriptures, I guess there is no real pressing need to say much of anything else. You all did a great job of explaining from the Scriptures themselves, why we do love His word. Sure, there is a nit-picker among you, but that's not new.

Speaking of picking nits, I got a ton of email yesterday (which in part explains my absence from blogging) on another issue. I wont detail the issue out, but you can read about it here. It's been said repeatedly in the last few days, among my circle of friends and aquaintances, that it's somewhat disturbing how just anyone can come along and fire up a blog, and suddenly they've got an audience. It is disturbing, since there are some pretty twisted teachings & positions out there. What's more, is that accountability seems to be non-existant. That alone makes it even worse.



Yesterday, James White shared yet another piece of fan mail of his, that went on and on calling him some pretty vulgar things. This supposedly, from a Christian. While he was sharing this via the chat channel, I was reading the comments at ENo. I came across one that said "If you really believed that emerging christian have it wrong, shouldn't you be trying to tell them that instead of the self-congradulatory sarcasm and insults I tend to see here?". I probably read that 3-4 times to make sure I was actually reading a comment about something I wrote. It's somewhat bizzare to see how people can twist things to make them say what they want them to say. I thought to myself "well, at least they didn't call me a devil-priest or an old witch". It's been a while since I've been called an old witch.

So what's my point then, just blithering on about the nutty things people say on blogs? Naw... that's been hashed & rehashed. I guess my only point in bringing it up is to remind everyone (myself included) that we have a standard to strive for, and that standard is HIGH.


Last night our family devotion was on being blessed to give. These are little stories written for kids 5-10 years old, that incorporate Biblical lessons into everyday events. Last night's story was about little Billy wanting a new baseball so he wrote his mother a bill. He tallied up what she owed him for doing his chores, helping with the dishes and other things around the house. The final bill was oddly enough, exactly how much little greedy Billy needed for his new baseball. Well, mom wrote him a bill too. She tallied up what Billy owed her for feeding him, doing his laundry, taking care of him when he was sick, and loving him. Mom's final tally read $0.00. The lesson in the story was giving is a blessed thing, because in so doing, we're being more Christlike, as He gave the ultimate for us - His very life.

We read the verses for the story and then talked about that a little bit. These are great little devotions for the kids, because there are always kids in the stories. Good kids, bratty kids, sick kids, happy kids, mean kids, kids that go to church, kids with parents who don't go to church, and so on. The reason I shared a bit about this devotion is because of the affect it not only had on the kids last night (it was good, they wanted to talk about giving, and sharing - and that's always a good thing), but the affect it had on me too.

It was a long day, filled with junk from one source or another, and by the time I was ready to sit down and read our devotion, all I really wanted to do was have the day be over. I was more than a little bothered by my own attitude as I was about to approach our evening devotion. The big problem was I hadn't literally done what this verse says:

Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings (1Peter 2:1)

I hadn't been malicious or mean yesterday (certainly not intentional anyway), but plenty of folks were, toward me, toward people I respect and admire, and toward others. It had gotten to me more than I realized it did, and mentally I was just prepared to flip the switch to OFF, rather than spend some good time in the Word and with the kids in devotion. Instead, I was the one that needed to lay aside (put off, put away) all those things and refocus on the wonderful things of the Lord.

Once I did, it was a pretty remarkable shift in my attitude. Instead of just wanting the kids to go to bed and the day to be over, we really enjoyed devotion (like we should) and then afterward, we all played with the flashlight and the glow in the dark stars on their bedroom ceilings. They found the big dipper, and Jordan even saw an elephant. I don't recall placing the plastic stars in the shape of an elephant, but if she saw one, that works for me. We goofed around upstairs for 15 minutes or so before I put the flashlight away and said goodnight to them.

As I thought about this, this morning, it really struck me how easy it is to dwell on negative junk, and have it completely alter your mood - which in turn alters the mood of your spouse, your kids and the entire household. The ripple affect.

I also thought about how important it is not to do that, but to purposely guard yourself against it and go the better route. I know this isn't earth-shattering news to anyone (it certainly isn't to me), but it's just another reminder that living a Christian life is intentional, and dare I say purposeful. We know what's expected of us, and it's our business to do it.

Just some thoughts this Friday afternoon.


Currently reading not reading like I should be:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 22, 2006

Should we "love" the Scriptures?



Ohhhkay, this might get twisty and bumpy so pay attention. Those who get motion sickness on rabbit trails, either take a Dramamine or just wait here until the ride is over.

Recently I posted an entry here called On Growing Weary, which you can read there if you haven't already. One of the comments there prompted a new entry, called (oddly enough) In response to a comment, which you can read there. Still with me so far? Good.

Today, yet another comment from the comment section of the second post, has motivated me to post another entry. The comment is from the same commenter that motivated the previous new blog entry, In response to a comment. How many times can you use the word comment in a commentary, before your next comment is NO COMMENT!? I do not know, so let's keep moving. Please keep your hands inside the car at all times.

Okay, so here's the statement (notice I didn't use the word comment?) that prompted the commenter to comment, which leads me to comment.

An anonymous visitor left a comment (this is getting ridiculous, I know) that started this way:

"Carla, hold your ground. Those of us who love Scripture and the truth of Christ and the Gospel agree with you."

Another visitor named Rob, responded to this statement in this way:

"You say that you love "Scripture, the truth of Christ and the Gospel." I wonder if those are intended to be the true objects of our love."

Still with me? I hope so, lol. Now that I've layed the ground work for where this all came from, let's just ignore that part of it and get to the very last comment.

Rob wonders if 1. The Scriptures, 2. The truth of Christ and 3. The gospel, should be true objects of our love.

Personally, I find that a most excellent question.

Now I don't know who the anon commenter was, so I don't want to presume to speak for them, but I can only assume that what they meant by "love", is to hold a deep and/or dear affection for those three things.

I myself do in fact hold a deep and dear affection for all three. In my world, it's a given that true believers all hold the same kind of affection for these things. But Rob wonders if those things were intended (by God?) for us to hold in such high regard, with this sort of reverence, or attachment.

The only legit answer, would be from the Scriptures themselves. I realize this won't mean much of anything to anyone who denies Sola Scriptura, but it's what I hold to and where I find my answers, so this will be my ultimate source.

How should we feel about the Scriptures?

I have no doubt there are other documents or articles in existance that do a fine treatment of how we're to approach the Scriptures, but the Cambridge Declaration from the Alliance of Confessing Evangelicals is one of the most easy (for me) to understand, and concise, that I have ever read.

From the document (emphasis mine):

"Scripture alone is the inerrant rule of the church's life, but the evangelical church today has separated Scripture from its authoritative function. In practice, the church is guided, far too often, by the culture. Therapeutic technique, marketing strategies, and the beat of the entertainment world often have far more to say about what the church wants, how it functions and what it offers, than does the Word of God. Pastors have neglected their rightful oversight of worship, including the doctrinal content of the music. As biblical authority has been abandoned in practice, as its truths have faded from Christian consciousness, and as its doctrines have lost their saliency, the church has been increasingly emptied of its integrity, moral authority and direction.
Rather than adapting Christian faith to satisfy the felt needs of consumers, we must proclaim the law as the only measure of true righteousness and the gospel as the only announcement of saving truth. Biblical truth is indispensable to the church's understanding, nurture and discipline.
Scripture must take us beyond our perceived needs to our real needs and liberate us from seeing ourselves through the seductive images, cliches, promises and priorities of mass culture. It is only in the light of God's truth that we understand ourselves aright and see God's provision for our need. The Bible, therefore, must be taught and preached in the church.
Sermons must be expositions of the Bible and its teachings, not expressions of the preacher's opinions or the ideas of the age. We must settle for nothing less than what God has given.
The work of the Holy Spirit in personal experience cannot be disengaged from Scripture. The Spirit does not speak in ways that are independent of Scripture. Apart from Scripture we would never have known of God's grace in Christ. The biblical Word, rather than spiritual experience, is the test of truth."

I emphasized that one section, because this to me is one of the most important attitudes we must have when we approach the Bible. We simly must come to the Scriptures expecting to learn, expecting to be humbled, and expecting to grow in our faith. The Bible alone, is God's inspired word to His people. In all the world there are countless billions, or maybe even trillions of books, maybe even more than that, for all I know. Yet there is only 1 book that contains the very word of God Himself. And we have full access to it that we might learn who He is and what He expects from us.

That fact alone should be enough to thoroughly humble our hearts and minds and cause us to sense no less than a great respect for the truths in that book.

As I said, for me the very Scriptures themselves are the ultimate (and final) authority on this matter. God Himself has spoken to us about His own word. Please read that last sentence again. Most literally, the Almighty God, Creator of All, has something to say to you, and to me in His word, about His word. If that doesn't grip your heart, I cannot imagine what it would take. Take a close look at these verses:

  • Isa 66:2 For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the LORD: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word.
  • Ps 119:161 Princes have persecuted me without a cause: but my heart standeth in awe of thy word.
  • Ps 130:5 I wait for the LORD, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope.
  • Jer 23:29 Is not my word like as a fire? saith the LORD; and like a hammer that breaketh the rock in pieces?
  • Heb 4:12 For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
  • 1Jo 2:5 But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him.

As I sat here and looked over the verses I wanted to share about this specific topic, I wasn't sure where to stop. There are so many amazing and powerful verses & passages about this very topic, that speaks directly to what His word does in our hearts, that it was hard to pick just a short list.

Going back to Rob's wondering if the Scriptures themselves should ever be an object of our love, I will let Psalm 119 answer that. Yes, the whole thing, all 176 verses. If any believer can read that and come away with less than a deep love for the Scriptures, something is dreadfully wrong, somewhere.

I will do my best to answer Rob's question about loving the truth of Christ, and the gospel, hopefully tomorrow.


Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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Because it's SPRING!

One more than one occaision (and at least once a week), I've heard a oh-so-snarky comment about "selling the gospel", aimed at me. Why? It's simple I guess, it's because I apply Scripture to T-shirts and other products and then put it up for sale. For those that accuse me of selling the gospel, they've totally missed the whole point. I'm not selling the gospel, I'm selling products. I photograph, I draw, I create, I super-impose Scripture onto such things, then apply that to something lovely such as a pretty trinket box or a comfy T, then I sell that.

And you know what? I do it because I love it, and I do it because there are plenty of ugly things out there for sale, I'd like to offer something uplifting. I do get tired of the comments though, such as "well, at least so and so doesn't SELL anything on his blog!" (said with the tone of voice like I'm selling babies on the black market). It doesn't even matter how many times I try to explain this, those that have issues with what I do have already made up their mind. Oh well.

In any case, this past weekend I pulled out some older creations (that were once part of the calendar I created for 2004) and redid them for Reflections, just in time for spring. I'm very happy with the way they turned out, and I'd like to present them here.

Spring Crocus Throw Pillow

Add stylish fun to any room with our roomy Throw Pillow. It measures a sprawling 18" X 18" with an 11” X 11” image area so you can lounge in comfort. It’s made of ultra-soft brushed twill with a sturdy canvas image area. Ships with pillow insert. Removable zippered cover for easy laundering. See the Spring Crocus line here.


Wild Daisies Postcards (Package of 8)

These high quality postcards are printed on glossy, 12 pt paper, and come in a package of eight. The cards measure a standard 6" x 4" and are ready to send updates and greetings worldwide.
• Full Bleed dynamic color
• Sturdy 12 pt glossy paper
• Package of eight
See the full line of Wild Daisies here.


Rose Beauty Tile Box

This tile box is perfect for stylishly storing knick-knacks, jewelry, or any precious keepsake.
• Made of solid lacquered Alderwood
• Measures 5 1/4" sq. x 2 1/8" with a 4 1/4" tile and hinged lid
See the full line of Rose Beauty here.


Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 21, 2006

For the Betty-People

I was going to add this to the comment section but decided front page was better.

I want to make a bit of a disclaimer of sorts, regarding my Betty Wannabe post. In reading through the comments there I see that it has the potential to really go where I didn't intend for it to go. I don't want that to happen.

What I do want to happen, is to a.) be edifying & challenge others to re-think what society has made us comfortable with, and compare that to what the Bible actually teaches, and b.) ask you the same questions I ask of myself.

Men don't quite get it (and they shouldn't, they're men), but it's not a simple thing to be a Christian woman, or a Christian mother in this day & age. I honestly do believe we've all been infected with a virus called feminism, that we Christians are the first ones to deny. We really shouldn't be so quick to deny this - but rather take a hard look at it and ask ourselves some pointed questions.

So, with that said, I'm hoping we can raise the bar a bit when it comes to societal/parental issues and how we respond to them as believers.

That is all, carry on soldiers.
Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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Which Jesus?

I received an email this morning that made me think of a story I once heard. Before I get to the story, I'll explain the email.

I do not know who sent this to me, but he encouraged me to take a look at Phil. 1:15-17, as it pertains to the "emerging church movement". This is not a new message, by any stretch of the imagination. I've heard it before, many times.

Several months before the movie The Passion came out, I began posting (on a discussion forum) about the background of the movie. Interviews with cast & crew, the research I'd done on the RC mystic Anne Catherine Emerich (who's visions & writings were a huge influence on Mel Gibson - contrary to what many assumed, that the movie was written according to the Bible), and the obvious allusions in the film to RC stories & traditions. In a nutshell, I said this movie is not a Christian movie, it's a bloody, emotional piece of RC propaganda.

The proverbial fur began to fly.
• "How dare you judge a movie you've not even seen!"
• "You armchair theologians make me sick with your judgemental attitudes"
• "get off your computer and go minister to the lost in homeless shelters!"

It was unreal, the flak any critic took, over that movie. Why, it was about to become the best evangelical tool the world had ever seen, dontcha know!?

Shame on you if you didn't promote it, support it, go see it and take all your unsaved friends to it.
Shame on you if your church didn't buy into the media-hype and sell out entire theaters 2 months in advance.
Shame on you if your church didn't jump on this bandwagon and financially contribute to Mel Gibson's version of Roman Catholicism.
You're a horrible person and you better believe there are tons of folks out there willing to tell you about it.

In any case, this passage of Scripture was often used then, to defend the movie. I'm also adding verse 18 as it ties up the whole message:

15 Some indeed preach Christ even of envy and strife; and some also of good will: 16 The one preach Christ of contention, not sincerely, supposing to add affliction to my bonds: 17 But the other of love, knowing that I am set for the defence of the gospel. 18 What then? notwithstanding, every way, whether in pretence, or in truth, Christ is preached; and I therein do rejoice, yea, and will rejoice.

Point being, from those who use this passage, is that it doesn't matter if you agree with the way Christ is preached, or the person's motive that is preaching Christ, or even the person's theology.

Paul said it didn't matter to him, that if Christ be preached that he would rejoice.

Which brings me to my story. I heard this a long time ago and cannot recall who told me this story, but it drives a point home that we all need to really pay attention to.

Once upon a time a man who loved Jesus invited an unbeliever to his home for lunch. The man who loved Jesus spoke of him all the time, read his bible faithfully, and appeared by all outward indication that he really knew the Lord well. He was genuine, and sincere (and I'll add here authentic in his journey), and no one questioned these qualities of the man's character.

His unbelieving friend came over for lunch and during the course of the meal the man who loved Jesus asked the unbeliever if he died that day, if he knew where he'd go. For the next couple of hours they had a wonderful conversation about Jesus, salvation, living by faith and how all of this is lived out in the Christian life.

Just then, the man who loved Jesus asked the unbeliever if he'd like to meet Jesus. The unbeliever replied "well, I'm not really sure, I'd like to think more about all of this and maybe come back again next week?". The man who loved Jesus replied "oh, you can meet Jesus right now if you really want to, he's right here waiting for you". The unbelieving man decided he would like to meet Jesus right then, and told this to the man who loved Jesus.

The man who loved Jesus was very excited, very happy, and got up and walked to the fridge. The unbelieving man was perplexed, as the man who loved Jesus opened the fridge, then opened the vegetable drawer and pulled out a very large carrot.

The man who loved Jesus turned to his unbelieving friend and said:

"My friend, meet my Jesus!"

The moral of this story should be obvious, but for those of you who missed it:

It doesn't matter if a man is sincere, genuine, appears faithful, reads his Bible and lives a good life - if the man believes Jesus to be a carrot in his fridge, the man has no clue who Jesus really is. No one in his or her right mind would rejoice that this man was under the belief that Jesus was a carrot.

I know this may sound irreverant to some, but it makes perfect sense, and it's quite timely. Not only do we have in our day, more and more "preachers" and "Christians" who have no idea of the person and the work of the Lord Jesus Christ of Holy Scripture, we have these same people assuming the role of influence via blogs, lectures, seminars, and books and more. Some will argue like Paul said, that they rejoice in the fact that Christ is being preached at all - but the question begs, WHICH Christ?

The Jesus that requires a co-mediatrix?
The Jesus that has a brother named Lucifer?
The Jesus that was not fully God and fully man?
The Jesus that cannot save by grace alone through faith alone, but requires your works to help him save you?
The Jesus that cannot keep you saved?

I could go on and on with this list, but I'm sure you get the point.

Now please don't misunderstand, I am not canvassing the entire ECM and saying none of them believe in the right Jesus, or that any of them believe Him to be a veggie in their fridge. Nor am I saying any of them necessarily believe in a Jesus as defined by my short list above.

What I am saying, is that to use that passage in Philippians to say that as long as Jesus is preached nothing else matters, or that this is the important part, and we should rejoice like Paul, is to do a HUGE disservice to everything else Paul did say about sound doctrine and Biblical faith. Paul was the most prolific writer of our New Testament, and it is literally filled with warnings about false teaching, false faith, being decieved and being studious in the Scriptures. It would be most dangerous to take 1 passage of 1 book and focus on that, to the neglect of all the other things Paul had to say.

Still, with that said, can we rejoice when Christ is preached even if we disagree with some of the ways or motives for it? Of course we can! Isaiah 55:11 is my all time favorite "comfort" verse in the Scripture, and it assures us this one thing:
So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.

Which ties in beautifully and seemlessly with this verse in John 6:37:
All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out.

So yes indeed we can rejoice that God's will be done when the true Christ is preached, even if the motives or ways He is being preached, don't square 100% with Scripture. In the cases when the motives or the methods do not square with Scripture, we must not sweep that under the rug for any reason. Whether it be a sense of "unity on the essentials" as is so very common these days, or whether it be for fear of critique, ridicule, or being ostracized - or any other reason. I'm a strong believer that we're living in a day when standing firm on the teachings of Holy Scripture is critical. Not just the parts that we're comfortable with, and not just the parts that we're in fairly common agreement on, with other believers.

With that said however, we must be discerning as to which Christ is being preached. We must also be aware of Biblical exhortation in how to worship Him, why we worship Him, and what is acceptable to Him and what is not. Let's not forget Nadab & Abihu. I suspect if anyone were to ask them if their journey was authentic, they would honestly answer YES. I'm also quite certain that if someone were to ask Uzza about his motives, they'd find them to be genuine. However, a working knowledge of, and faithful adherence to sound Biblical teaching not only governs our motives, but also governs our methods.

Just a few thoughts this afternoon.



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fide-o-itis


Tim ("The World's Most Famous Christian Blogger"®) Challies has a weekly feature on his blog called King for a Week. It's a nice thing he does by linking to a blog that really blesses him, and aggregating (is that a word?) that blog's new posts on his own blog, for a week. The way Tim describes it: "King for a Week is an honor I bestow on blogs that I feel are making a valuable contribution to my faith and the faith of other believers." I've appreciated this feature and encourage you to check it out.

Well, I'm no Tim Challies, but this is sort of like the King for a Week deal. Without the aggregator and without even a fraction of the blog traffic increase a link from Tim will bring.

A blog I've been reading for a while and have not yet added to my blogroll (for no other reason than I often forget I even have one) is Fide-O. This blog is yet another group blog (those seem to be on the rise don't they?), and one I think you'll enjoy (for the 2 readers here that aren't already regular readers).

Fide-O is made possible by 3 people. Pastor Jason Robertson, Pastor Bret Capranica and Pastor Scott Hill.

Now I'm not linking to them because Pastor Jason said some nice things about me yesterday - although that was very kind considering I just received 2 emails contradicting the nice things that were said. And I'm not linking to them because a link from Reflections is like the golden ticket to the chocolate factory. I don't have much influence in the wee little world of Christian blogs - but if I can motivate you to go over there and read their stuff, then that's a good thing.

I am linking to them because they write (and preach - they do link to their audio sermons as well) in the way that I think is important in our day of wishy-washy-touchy-feely-Jesus-loves-you-and-has-a-wonderful-plan-for-your-life, warm fuzzy mindset. In other words, they say it like it is, and make no apologies for it. I LIKE that, and you should too.

So there ya go. Go over there and read, then add them to your blog subscriptions. You'll be glad you did. Just don't take your poodle, that doggie up there might eat him.

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A Betty Wannabe



I sat here and wrote out a very, very long commentary, partially inspired by watching this movie. I wasn't even done with the post before Kev and I got into a long conversation about how we sometimes romanticize bygone eras when "things were more pure, more moral, better this way and cleaner that way". So I scrapped a lot of what I had, because I don't want to give anyone the wrong impression that I romanticize yesteryear and "the way things used to be".

It's somewhat difficult for me to tie in the thoughts I had about this movie because they are also affected by conversations lately I've had with 2 friends, as well as some changing attitudes of my own toward what really constitutes Biblical parenting.

I'll start with highly recommending this movie. I've never read a Jane Austen novel, but I really liked this movie, and so did Kev and Jessica. It was one of those movies your whole family can watch and just feel good after seeing it. I don't even know if it's accurate according to the time period, and I honestly don't care - it was a good movie.

Now let me tell you about my 2 friends - because they matter to the whole overview of my thoughts today.

My two friends have a lot in common. Both their names start with D, both live in a warm sunny climate, both love the Lord and both are married to godly men who have high profile jobs. The one other thing they have in common is that they are both Betty Crocker, more or less. I do hope neither of them are offended by my using her to describe them, because it's a good thing. I'll just call them Betty1 and Betty2.

Betty1 I've known for a few years, and she already knows she's a Betty Crocker. She's a stay at home mom that takes her role as a wife and mother very seriously. Betty1 recently had a conversation with a young lady in her church that wants to go into a very dangerous line of work. It's "something I've always wanted" she says, to Betty1. This conversation has left Betty1 really challenged in her own line of thinking about godly women, and the roles layed out in Scripture. Betty1 doesn't believe it's a woman's place to be in a dangerous job that is normally considered a "man's job" and honestly neither do I. Considering a Biblical definition for a godly woman, it's hard to picture her in a suit of armor and on the front lines of battle, while she's tending to her home and planting a bountiful garden. Jael, "Miss Tentspike", is the exception to the rule.

We had a long talk about this the other day and Betty1 is now re-thinking even the idea that young women should be expected to move out of their parent's house before marraige. Betty1 and I have conversations like this a lot, and I am grateful for them (and for her) in that it stretches and challenges my own thinking. In many ways Betty1 and I are on the same general (spiritual) maturity level, so that's a good thing too.

Now a little bit about Betty2. Betty2 is a relatively new friend, I've just begun to regularly correspond with. She has no idea I think of her as a Betty Crocker, but she will by the time she reads this, lol. Betty2 is a funny, tenderhearted lady that half-jokingly and privately calls herself a kitchen wife. It's been a long time since I heard that term, and for those of you that don't know what one is, you've really missed the boat. A kitchen wife (while usually flung as an insulting term of condescencion) is a super-woman. She has the kind of home you'd love to be invited to after church for lunch, or just for coffee any day of the week. Her house smells good, and she makes sure of it, daily. She can cook, bake, sew, fix a window screen and diagnose the dog's illness, in one afternoon. She's home when the kids get out of school and she has a plate of cookies for them. Sunday dinner is roast with all the trimmings and she doesn't need any help in the kitchen, thank you very much - it's all under control. In a nutshell, a kitchen-wife is a lady who takes her role as wife and mother very seriously, and her kids and her husband adore her for what she does. They'd be lost without her. A kitchen wife is a most admirable profession, with wages that are generally in hugs, thank you's and profound gratefulness.

In our day, a kitchen wife, a Betty Crocker, or a June Cleaver type, is something that strikes fear & loathing in the heart of every feminist, and even annoys those that would never in a billion years consider themselves sympathetic to the feminist ideals.

Which brings me to Betty1's frustrations from the other day in our conversation.

Betty1 finds it most troubling that not only has society at large become sympathetic to the feminist ideals, but the local churches have too. When a woman wants to do this, or do that, something that is Bibilically and clearly defined as a role for men, then men & women in the local church say nothing, or next to nothing, to encourage her toward an alternative. When young women come close to the "legal adult" age, that also is met with silence, as to the question of whether she should move out of her parent's house and get her own place. It's actually not even a question, it's just a given. A given in society and a given in churches. But it wasn't always like this.

In the movie Pride & Prejudice, one of the characters announces her engagment to a man that her friend finds less than ideal for her. In her defense of accepting his proposal, one of the things she says is "I'm 27 years old, and a burden on my parents". It was common (at least according to the time period of this movie) that unmarried women remain at home under the authority and protection of their parents.

It was strange to hear that line since that's exactly what Betty1 and I were talking about just a few days ago.

I'm in a weird place with this, as I no longer think it's the right thing to do, to move out of your parents home if you're an unmarried young woman. In fact, I think it's quite likely one of the worst things a young lady could possibly do. I know that probably sounds harsh, and I honestly don't mean it to, but it really doesn't take much more than a look around at our society to see why I think this way.

Jessica and I had a long talk about the cultural aspects of this movie, tonight at dinner. She said if she had a choice, she would rather have lived back in that time period. She also jokes that she'll still be living at home when she's 30. I no longer find that such a bad idea.

Now, before anyone gets all nervous or anything, let me spell out what I'm not saying.

  • • I'm not saying I think young women should remain at home sheltered from life.
  • • I'm not saying young women should not continue their education such as college or university.
  • • I'm also not saying young women should not persue a job, if that's what they want to do.

I don't see anything unBiblical about any of these things - in fact I find them to be quite fitting with being a Proverbs 31 kind of woman. Diligent in learning, being well-read, industrious, and learning first hand on the job, working for an honest living.

What I am saying though, is that it seems to me that a young woman moving out into her own place before she's married, is a step out of line with the Biblical pattern for a young woman. I haven't really thought all this through or even studied it out yet, but I'm going to. The one thing that stands out to me was a point my friend Betty1 made when we discussed this the other day. She brought up the fact that when a young woman gets married, her father is the one who "gives the bride away". How can he do that if she's been out from under his authority and on her own for several years? Technically, does he even have a right to give her away, or did he give up that right when she moved out on her own?

Please don't misunderstand me - I'm thinking outloud, blog-style. I'd love to hear your thoughts on this, and if you have any reading material that is along these lines, I'd also welcome any recommendations you have.

So this movie, my 2 Betty friends, and being the mother of 6 girls has really all just tied in together to give me a lot to think about lately.

Now I'd like to hear your thoughts. :o)

March 20, 2006

Acme/blogspot dynomite?


Did you hear that? That was me, shouting "oh MAN not again!". Three times now I've written out a very long commentary on Pride & Prejudice, how it affected my thoughts based on recent conversations with friends, and Biblical parenting. All 3 times I've lost over half the stuff I wrote because of a blogspot glitch.

I'll do my best to get back to it later today. In the meantime, the roadrunner over there is the rest of the Christian blogging community firing off great, thought provoking pieces that generate all manner of compelling discussion in the comment section. Here at Reflections, we've got singed fur and we're looking around for a bandaid, again. Oh well, maybe the next box of acme dynomite will really be a box of edifying birdseed.


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March 19, 2006

Placeholding?

I just couldn't let the day go by without something. I think it's been about a year that I've gone daily with blogposts, and I'm too much of an obessive whacko to break my record over a sick headache (which I've had all day).

So in place of anything really earth-shattering, which you have all come to expect here each day (I'd laugh but it would hurt my head), here's something I've been up to this weekend.

Rose Beauty Tile Box $17.99 (One of many new products in the "Rose Beauty" line here)

This tile box is perfect for stylishly storing knick-knacks, jewelry, or any precious keepsake.

• Made of solid lacquered Alderwood
• Measures 5 1/4" sq. x 2 1/8" with a 4 1/4" tile and hinged lid

Hopefully tomorrow I'll feel better and I can finish my thoughts on the movie Pride & Prejudice, that I started earlier today.


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March 18, 2006

Shopping is for people who are not me

It began as a fairly normal day around here. I made pancakes, then I had to take my 15 year old daughter shopping. It was a trip I was dreading all week. Not because she's not a smart shopper, but because she is a smart shopper. She doesn't daudle, but she's highly particular and has a hard time with selecting nice clothes, among the selections of sleaze-ball clothing. First she has to find what she likes, then she has to find the right size, then she has to try it on to make sure it's not too tight, or too low cut, or too short. These are her preferences, and I'm just thankful she is like this.

However, this translated today into 3 hours in a clothing store. For someone like me who hates shopping, it only stands to reason that by the time we left I had turned into southern Ontario's first real-live cave troll. Rest assured, we made it home without incident, since I did buy myself a hostess cupcake. Chocolate will tame even the most fierce shopping-cave-troll.


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In response to a comment

I don't do this very often but sometimes circumstances warrant it. A visitor to this blog left a comment that I want to answer here, rather than in the comment section. The comment was in response to On Growing Weary, which you can read at that link.

Rod's comments in bold:

I agree that truth matters. But I've noticed a tendency in myself to be less gracious when I "know I'm right." I also tend to be less gracious when I perceive that the stakes are high.

Rod, it's interesting that you point this out. In a recent conversation with a friend we discussed that very issue. How often times zeal for truth and passion for sound doctrine comes across as a less than gracious attitude. I cannot count the times non-reformed/non-calvinistic people have fired that accusation at "Calvinists" when all the Calvinists were trying to do was communicate the utterly astounding grace of God.

Add to this mixture of misunderstanding, the very common problem of effectively communicating via the internet (no face to face contact, no body language, no facial expressions - it really does leave a lot out) and you're bound to end up with misunderstanding at times. It's just the way it is. However, to assume motives or assign motives to people, rather than give people the benefit of the doubt, is also rather common, and it shouldn't be this way especially among the household of faith. I think we'd be much further ahead if we reserved forming an opinion of someone's intent, knowing ahead of time that we are likely not seeing the full picture of what the person is trying to say, and why.

I have two main problems with your "mission."First, you are trying to show that a "movement" is dangerous or even heretical. This is flawed from the start. The reason you get so many complaints that you do not understand “Emergents” is because there is no real definition. It is a nebulous, amorphous cluster of people and groups that tend to have certain concerns, attitudes and passions in common. But just when you get a handle on one proponent, another one says, "You got it wrong. That's not what it's about at all."This is not an attempt on their part to be disingenuous or elusive. They are just being honest. What you describe does not represent what they think, feel or believe. You would be better off to change the name of your Web site to Heresy No and remove all references to the emergent whatever. You could identify a particular statement or declaration and show why you believe it is unorthodox.

We're just going to have to disagree on this one. If attempting to show why a movement is dangerous or heretical is flawed, then we may as well just fling the entire New Testament out the window. For that matter, much of the Old Testament as well. Scripture is filled with exhortation to the believer to be on guard against false teaching & false teachers. We're taught over and over again in Scripture to be wise, like Bereans, discerning, testing those things we hear and read against what we know to be truth.

You assume that because the "emerging church" is so difficult to define, that any attempt to define it (even as an overview) is flawed, and therefore doesn't accurately represent the movement as a whole. I absolutely disagree. It is possible to present a general overview of what the EC is all about.

Whenever I discuss a particular teaching coming out of the EC, I almost always quote the source word for word. It's pretty hard to deny such statements when they're back up with a source reference right to the page, or book number. The fact is, the EC can be defined, if folks are willing to take the time to research it. Does everyone associated with the EC all believe exactly the same things? No they do not, and that's pointed out time and time again. And when a specific topic comes up associated with the EC, it's spelled out very clearly that this is what this person teaches, or this church is doing. As overviews go, they are almost always given (by just about everyone I've read or listened to on this) with a disclaimer or understanding that this may not define every position in the EC, but is an overview of where the movement is, or is heading. I think Phil did a most sufficient job in doing just that, in his transcript at ENo.

Second, by its very nature your “objective” is negative. This tends to magnify disunity. It tends to generate hard feelings between true brothers and sisters in Christ. I believe that truth is important and that doctrine matters. But people matter too, especially those who are of the “household of faith.”

First of all, my own personal objective in being a part of ENo, is not to be objective but to motivate people back to the Scriptures to be like the Bereans were spoken of here:

These were more noble than those in Thessalonica, in that they received the word with all readiness of mind, and searched the scriptures daily, whether those things were so. (Acts 17:11)

Obviously there are objective purposes there, but that's not the main reason that blog exists.

I've explained this numerous times but once more for those that have not read it, my main objective is to provide resources for those who are 1. Christians, who don't understand this "conversation" and want to know more, and 2. for those who are caught up in this "movement" that they might take a closer look at what they're into and do exactly as Acts 17:11 says.

You point out that doing this, magnifies disunity and generates hard feelings. Two problems there:

1. The disunity was there long before I came along, and it was created by those IN the movement, and done so intentionally.

I cannot count the number of times I've read something by someone in this movement that has expressed their "experiences" with what some call "the big C" (meaning the general evangelical church at large) and based on those negative experiences left their church, and got on board with this movement. The disunity was intentional, is currently intentional, and my shinging a light on it, and asking WHY? will (and has) hopefully cause others to ask why, as well.

2. Carla's causing hard feelings.

You know, I could say a lot about feelings, but really the one thing that comes to mind that's more important than anything else, is what the Bible says about submission, authority, humbling ourselves before God, and living in obedience to His word. Feelings are all well and good, God-given for us to express our joy, sorrow, anger, disappointment, surprise and all of that sort of thing, but when it comes to holy living and how to actually DO it, feelings take a back seat. They must take a back seat, if we're to walk by faith.

Feelings, or rather being led by emotion, will steer us down a self-centered, self-important path (and away from submission) every time. If we live out our Christianity based on feeling, rather than what the written word actually says, who are we really submitting to?

While I certainly do not go out of my way to cause hard feelings, when I write about what's being taught and promoted in many of these churches, it's a given that hard feelings will result. Why? It's simple, there is blatant rebellion against the written word of God, and that alone is going to tick people off, when I say it. It's the nature of rebellion, to hear the authoritative word of God and be put in defense mode as a result, if what you're into contradicts it. The topic of sola Scriptura, all by itself, is enough to cause a firestorm of angry comments with many of those in the EC.

I absolutely (there's that word again! lol) agree that people matter. Especially those among the household of faith. To me though, the written word matters far more than people's hurt feelings. That might sound cold or hard, but it's neither. I'm thankful and eternally grateful to the people in my own life that have taught me and chastised me about where "feelings" belong when it comes to holy living. A very simple question to ask of one's self is this:

Are my feelings so important that they take precedent over what the Bible says?

I suspect most in the EC would answer no to that (anyway I hope they would), but at the same time many of them deny the Bible as the final authority in the first place. When you toss feelings into the arena of Christian living, it's almost always a recipe for disaster. Feelings are fleeting, like the changing of the wind they come and go, can be extreme one moment and passive the next. God forbid we ever walk by feeling, and not by faith.

You like to think that the flak you are getting is proof that you are right. But it’s not easy to distinguish between criticism that is a reaction to prophetic insight and criticism that is a reaction to mean-spirited behavior.

The flak I get isn't always because I'm right. Sometimes it's just because folks are rude and enjoying resorting to crass behavior and language. Sometimes it's because the person hasn't even really read what I wrote, and the proof of that is in the way they respond. Ever been in a conversation with someone you disagreed with, and based on the way they responded to you, you KNOW they didn't hear a word you said? I think we've all been there. Sometimes we spend way too much time mentally preparing our defense of our opinion or position, that we neglect taking the time to actually hear what the other person has said. We've all done it, and I'm just as guilty as the next person.

It is however very easy to distinguish between a response that is directed to the points, and a response that flies right over the points and goes for the personal attack on one's character.

Recently James White had the unfortunate opportunity to have a bit of correspondence with an individual on the topic of KJVOnlyism. This person disagreed with James' position, and rather than staying there, they chose to resort to name calling:

  • "Have fun in hell, witch"
  • "everything you write and speak is the devil's demands manifesting through his servants - shows you are warped on this subject"
  • "Listen, devil-priest, just post the entire email."

You can read the context of that exchange here. After reading that I had the opportunity to speak to James about this and asked him point blank, what is the first thought you have when someone responds to you like that?

His answer was basically, that the person actually proves his point that some people cannot accurately and effectively defend their own position so the only thing they have left is to resort to personal character attacks like this. Calling into question someones sincerity, faith, even their salvation. It's a common, underhanded tactic unfortunately.

If I had to think of 1 person that was accused of being "mean spirited" more than me, it would be James White. It's a false accusation, plain and simple.

His zeal for teaching and preaching on Biblical doctrines is quite often translated into mean, hateful and rude. I wonder why that is? I wonder how much of a role "feelings" have to play in that situation?

By the way, I don’t consider myself “emergent.” But I do consider myself open to however God chooses to work in the 21st century.

I can honestly say, I have no idea what that means. Maybe you can define for us how God is choosing to work in the 21st century in contrast to how He was working in the last century, or 500 years ago?


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March 17, 2006

Dear Molly...

I need to preface this post with a disclaimer. If you are a woman who has had an abortion, please know before you read this post that my heart goes out to you. I know many Christian women who have undergone this trauma in their younger years, and I don't wish to open any old wounds. If this is still a tender topic for you, it would be best if you not read further at this point.
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This will qualify for one of those posts I was not only not going to write about any time soon, but never really intended to write about to the degree I will today. I had other plans for a different topic today, but that will have to wait until later.

This morning I read an article in the news that just left me speechless. My heart sunk, and my maternal insticts screamed out for justice.

The article in question was all about a young lady (21 years old) blogger in Florida that has posted on her blog, step by step instructions for "do it yourself" abortion. Supposedly, her motive for doing this was in protest to the recent legislation in South Dakota, banning all abortions except in the case of a threat to the mother's life.

I'm not going to link to her blog, if you want to read it yourself, you'll have to do the homework on your own. Posting a link here would cross the line for me. For various reasons.

I will quote her though, and share my thoughts here.

The young lady calls herself Molly, but that's not her real name. Apparently she uses a fake name due to the "volitility of the abortion debate". I suppose that's understandable to some degree, there are a lot of real anti-abortion nutjobs out there willing to take on these kinds of social issues with vigilante-style motives. Let me just state for the record I don't support that kind of violence in any way, shape or form. It's wrong, period. (And they do NOT represent real Christians or real Christianity in any way.)

Back to Molly...

At first I only read the article, which was heartbreaking enough. Later I actually went to "Molly's" blog and it's much worse than just the article.

"Molly" seems to do what a lot of young women her age do, and reduces the abortion issue to a medical procedure, and tosses around a lot of arguments about rights. Specifically womens rights. From what I did read (and to be honest it wasn't a lot, the language is abhorrent), "Molly" doesn't believe the baby is a baby at all.

I thought about "Molly" and her peers. I thought about my own two oldest girls who are just a bit older, and just a bit younger than "Molly". Caryn is 23 and Jennifer will be 20 next month. I thought about how many friends my girls have and would just assume "Molly" has a fairly wide circle of friends and aquaintances, the same way my own girls do.

I decided to look up the abortion stats for 1985, the year "Molly" was born (if in fact she really is 21).

Here are those stats:
I wanted to make this graphic small enough to fit here, but not too small to read. These stats are from a long list of resources, and compiled at this link here, for the years 1926-2005. I read several pages of abortion stats, from various sources, and they all seem to match up pretty close to this resource as well. In other words, these stats are as close as we're going to probably ever have to knowing how many babies were murdered in 1985, under the guise of legal abortion.

The reason I did this, is because I wanted to show a more easy to understand picture of what these stats actually say. According to the chart, in 1985 (when "Molly" was born), almost 4 million other baby boys and girls were born in the U.S. as well. That same year, roughly 1.5 million babies were butchered in abortuaries. Strong language? Yes it is, because that's exactly what happened. No need to white wash it with flowery medical terminology to make anyone feel more comfortable.

If I'm reading these stats right, it's telling me that for every 4 babies born in 1985, 1 was legally murdered by an abortionist.

If we were to break that ratio down a bit more it might look something like this:

When Molly was in grade school, she might have been on the playground one day with 40 other kids. A stranger came onto school property with permission of the adults in charge, and brutally murdered 10 kids on the playground.

When Molly was graduating from highschool, with maybe 400 other seniors that year, someone walked in and slaughtered 100 kids from the graduating class. Then they just walked out and went about their day as if nothing happened. No calls to 911, no bringing this murderer to justice. All the parents would have approved, and everyone was just supposed to get back to their own business.

Now I realize how awful that sounds, but this is the reality OF abortion. Those 1.5 million babies that didn't make it to grade school, didn't graduate the same year "Molly" did, and will never have the precious gift of life, are not just "stats". They were people that didn't make it. They were people that didn't make it because they weren't considered people, and their lives weren't considered valuable.

Part of the reason this topic is so close to my heart, is because I am a mother who loves her 7 kids. Another part of the reason is due to an experience I had at 16 yrs old with a friend of mine. She thought she was pregnant and decided to have an abortion. We didn't have a clinic in our town so we had to take the ferry over to Seattle for the procedure. I went with her because she didn't want to go alone, but I honestly never thought the whole issue through. I don't even think we talked about it at all, on the way there.

When we got there, she went inside and I waited outside in the car. Anti-abortion protesters were silently picketting the clinic (I had no idea what they were doing, until later) and one of them approached me and asked me if I was waiting to go inside. I told him no, that I was waiting for a friend who was already inside. He asked me to look over a pamphlet while I waited, so I said sure, and took one. He walked away and I began to look at the little piece of paper he gave me. It was filled with all kinds of stats & written material, but that's not what got my attention. It was the pictures. I don't need to go into detail here, but these were pictures taken by a hidden camera on an undercover anti-abortion medical worker. The inside of the abortion clinic was clearly visible, along with babies that didn't make it. So many babies. It was the most revolting, surreal, horrific thing I've ever seen in my life, to this day.

That was my crash course education into what abortion really is. My friend left the clinic that day without having the procedure done, but she did go back a week later without me and went through with it.

So sure, we've all got our subjective experiences and ideas, thoughts, beliefs, and convictions. At the end of the day however, those are still babies - babies that didn't make it.

I would encourage you all who are reading, to pray for "Molly" and for the people who are reading her blog. Apparently she's received a rather enormous amount of media attention, which has simply generated a wide-scale audience for her to air her views. I find it most tragic that someone so young (or anyone for that matter) would have such an incredible disregard for human life.

I applaud the SD decision, and I'm thankful that at least the babies in SD will have a chance at life, now that the new law is in place. This is a brutal issue, affecting ones religious, moral, emotional and psychological health. I just hope you'll agree with me in prayer for those who are affected by it, and who will be affected by it in the future.



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O'Friday in the Green

Well, happy St. Paddy's Day to all my Irish & Irish-wannabe readers. Rumor has it, I've got some Irish in me, but I think everyone's just a wee bit o'Irish on this day. The family name is McKinsey, but gpa always said that was changed from MacKinsey, therefore is Scottish, and not Irish. I don't know about all that, but happy Friday all the same.

I remember as a kid in school, if you didn't wear green, it was a sure sign you were begging to be pinched. What that has to do with St. Patrick, I have absolutely no idea, and I never found out - because I always wore green on St. Paddy's Day!

Well, winter in southern Ontario is on it's way out. It doesn't matter that we still have snow in the forecast this weekend, and it doesn't matter that the temps are just hovering right around the freezing mark. No no, that matters not. The most sure sign that spring is on the way, and winter is almost a memory is...

Increased Roadkill

Yes I know how gross that sounds, but it's true. The more roadkill you see, the sooner it is until spring. I've seen a lot this past week, so there ya go.

I've also seen quite a bit of fox (foxen? foxes, foxii?) this week as well. We had one in the yard, one ran through the field, Rachel saw one down the highway when we went out the other day, and I saw at least one flat one on the highway. That's somewhat unusual for us, we're lucky if we see 2 of them the entire spring/summer season. I hope to have my camera handy for the next one that shows up, fox are such pretty little critters.

The one thing that hasn't (yet) increased, that I'm SO grateful for, are skunks. It's usually about this time of year I begin to smell them & see them. Last year we had one hanging around the corn field all summer, just outside the house. Two years in a row Dougal (our dog) was sprayed by one, and BOY is that nasty. Three years ago one got into the garage and surprised the cat that was in there. That smell instantly permeated the house and we all thought we were going to die! I'm telling you, if you've never been "that close" (hold up your thumb and index finger about a half inch apart to get the full effect) to skunk spray, you have no idea how bad it really is. This is the stuff that melts your eyes out of your head, causes all your teeth to fall out (at once) and turns your hair white.

There is a cure though, and it's NOT tomato juice. No sirree bob, don't buy that ole wives tale. The cure is MOUTHWASH. No, you don't pin the little bugger down and tend to his basic oral hygeine, you dump the mouthwash (cheap, generic jug of it at WalMart) on whatever the skunk sprayed. Something in the mouthwash instantly neutralizes the odor. Plus, you get the added benefit of that "minty fresh, not mediciney" aroma for a few hours.

So, as the winter snow banks begin to melt away into nasty blackish lumps of ick on the sides of the road, as the daffodils and crocus begin to bloom, and as you feel a lumpity-bump under your car as you drive down the highway, you can be sure spring is really just around the corner. Isn't that a romantic visual? I thought you'd like that.

:o)




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March 16, 2006

On growing weary

Normally I don't post here on the ECM, but today I'm going to.

For the last 16 months, I've devoted much (some say too much) time, energy and resources into researching the phenom known as "the emerging church". I've read books, articles, websites, blogs, lectures & essays. I've listened to audio messages, debates, lectures and interviews. I've spent much time in private correspondence with many who align themselves with this "conversation". Similarly, I've spent much time in private correspondence with others who are also researching this, and have much more wisdom and understanding about it than I do. I've spent an untold number of hours discussing this offline with my pastor, my husband, my friends, and anyone else who brings it up & wants to discuss it.

In doing all that, I believe I've come away with a pretty good idea of what this "conversation" is all about. I have, to the very best of my ability written on this topic at ENo, in the hope of enlightening others who still don't understand it, and have an interest (for various reasons) in it.

A couple of times a week, I usually scan the web for news or articles pertinant to this topic, to stay current on what's being taught, what's being discussed and what's being promoted. Almost every time I do that, I run across an article about ENo, and how stupid, lazy, ignorant, shoddy, rude, obnoxious, uneducated, uninformed, narrowminded, unChrist-like, ETC., we (the contributors) are.

Over the last 16 months it's been a HUGE blessing to see others take up the cause, so to speak. In a very real way, it's given me a reason to express a relieved sigh. Knowing that others see and hear the exact same things I do, is good. Knowing that others can express it better, with much more clarity into historical patterns (the way Phil consistantly parallels Spurgeon's comments from his day, to what we're dealing with in our day, is priceless information as far as I'm concerned), or point out the doctrinal inconsistancies, is a great thing. These are resources that folks should pay attention to when researching this "conversation".

No one asked me to take up this cause. Well actually that's not true, a few people did ask me to do it, as they felt I would present what I found in a way that would be easy to understand. But in an "official" capacity no one assigned me this task. However, when I read Scripture's warnings over and over and over again that we have to be constantly on guard against false teachings, and false teachers, I take that very seriously. VERY SERIOUSLY. While I certainly do believe that God is sovereign over all things, I don't use that as a fatalistic excuse to be lazy when it comes to doctrine & doctrinal positions. Yes God is in control, NO that does not mean we can just sit here and twiddle our thumbs when it comes to holy living and God's standard for His people.

So today as I read through a short list of "what's new" on one feed, I find yet another critique of ENo. It said the same things they all do:

  • They're not thorough enough
  • They're not specific enough
  • They're shallow
  • They're rude
  • They're unChrist-like
  • They didn't read the right books
  • They didn't read enough books
  • They didn't hear the right sermons
  • They didn't hear enough sermons
  • They didn't do their homework
  • They paint with a broad brush
  • They don't use the right terminology
  • They use too much terminology
  • They're narrowminded
  • They're uncharitable
  • They're hateful Calvinists
  • They don't know what postmodernism is
  • They're against being missional
  • They have an axe to grind
  • They unfairly leave out the good points the EC bring to the table

Trust me, this is the short list. I could easily make this list twice as long with some of the things I've read that are written about what we post at ENo. Half the time when I read this stuff I honestly wonder if they're really reading what has been written. If they're even reading the same blog we're writing on. For the record, when they say "they", they are referring to myself and Denise (aka Surphing) who do the majority of the writing there. Our other contributor Nina contributes much less publicly, but has done a considerable amount of research privately.

When I read these critiques of my (and Denise's) critiques, they always say the same things, more or less. It always looks like a concerted effort to discredit anything we have to say. It's always a tearing down of our attempt to raise the standard of discernment, our effort to get folks to compare what they hear and read with what the Bible actually teaches, and our hope that folks might draw closer to Christ by truth, rather that mystique and pragmatic rituals.

Truth matters, and it IS knowable. We believe that and we post about it, consistantly.

I read a lot. I read John MacArthur, Charles Spurgeon, Albert Mohler, Michael Horton, Tim Challies, Phil Johnson, Darrin Brooker, Scott Hill, Frank Turk, Jason Robertson, Ingrid Schlueter, Berit Kjos, Ron Gleason, Deborah Dombrowski, Ken Silva, James White, Steve Camp, DA Carson and many many others. While there may be doctrinal/denominational differences between me and these folks, when it comes to the ECM, they say exactly, almost word for word at times, the same things Denise and I write about at ENo. EXACTLY the same things.

According to the critics, we're all wrong. According to the critics, we're not nice enough, tolerant enough, ecumenical enough, and haven't been "engaging" in dialog with the "right" representatives of the ECM. We haven't been to enough EC churches (or any at all) therefore we haven't experienced the EC life, and have no idea what we're talking about.

Some of those people that I named above have been looking into this trend in modern Christendom for a lot longer than I have. Most of them probably said the same things I've written on, long before I was ever even saved. Spurgeon wrote about the ECM long before any of the ECM leaders were ever born.

NONE OF THIS IS NEW

Whenever I read a sermon quote from Spurgeon on how he lamented the degradation of sound Biblical teachings in the church in his day, it really does look like he's writing from 2006. It's uncanny (to say the least) how he addresses the exact same issues that we're reading about today. Critical issues that are in fact pivotal and essential to the Christian faith. Issues that either define Biblical Christianity, or define "authentic spiritual journeys".

You can have authentic spiritual journeys your entire life, but if that journey takes you into eastern mysticism, worldly, man-centered rituals, denies the written word of God as the final authority, calls into question the deity of Christ, tosses out the atonement as some kind of cosmic child abuse, refutes what God had to say about homosexuality, welcomes in all manner of worship styles, and have a real disdain for authority... what you have is NOT Biblical Christianity at all, but a deli-style selection of religious practices that you've custom tailored to suit your own ideas. You've re-defined (unpacked to the point of obliteration) Christianity to please yourself, rather than submitted yourself to the high and holy standard set before us in Scripture.

SHOOTING THE MESSENGER

I'm not the first person to be slammed up one side and down the other for critiquing the EC, and I wont be the last. Denise, fellow contributor at ENo has often referred to the ECM as the "you're not the boss of me!" movement. Rebellious, in-your-face, "you can't tell ME how to do church" attitudes seem to prevail. It's the logical conclusion to expect backlash from those who are being called into question with their version of Christianity.

But I do get tired of it. My goal at ENo is to educate the folks who have no idea what all this is, or what it means. My hope is, that even those caught up in it, will think twice about what they're into and do some serious self-examination. For me, it's been worth the backlash and vulgar emails & countless blog posts calling us profane names and even questioning our sexual purity & parenting skills. It's been a real eye opener to me.

I am weary though. So I'll remind myself of this verse, and hope it benefits someone else in the same way it did me today:

Galatians 6:9 And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall
reap, if we faint not.

And now I'll redirect you over here. These guys have taken up this "conversation" and they're asking some pretty good questions.


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What's in a name?

(Email inbox screen shot)


This was waiting for me in my email inbox yesterday. I was sufficently scolded for posting a 24 spoiler, by none other than this guy right here. For some reason, I just never thought ahead and considered there are people that would actually WAIT all week to watch 24! My apologies for the spoiler, and I've promised Dan the next time I'm going to ruin 24 for someone, I'm going to put a warning up like this:

I'm about to spoil 24! Warning Will Robinson, do not read any further!

Now here's where it gets kind funny. See that screen shot up yonder of Dan's email to me? Mmmmhmmmm...

Now read this from Dan's own blog:

"Sometimes I feel a little like the fifth Beatle over at Pyromaniacs. Frank called me "David," Steve Camp called me "Don," a poster called me "Phil."Then, when one of my posts caught the eye of the legendary Tim Challies... he called me "James"! (That's kind of okay, because he thinks "James" doesn't have much of an IT background, as opposed to my six years or so.)"

Yes Dan, I know just how you feel. At least no one's called either one of us Gollum this week.




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March 15, 2006

Wednesday Misc & Stuff

Poor Tony!


So here's the thing... Tony's gone, okay? I know, you're crushed, but it's true. All of you that insisted "but we didn't SEE him actually die" or used the "but there was no silent clock at the end of the show!" can send flowers to Carlos Barnard's Cubs mug. Tony's gone. Poor Tony.


the coolest show on TV You can however, go here and vote for my t-shirt! A little over 2 weeks ago I submitted this shirt and it was somewhere around the 600 ranking. As of this morning, it's at #32 in the "funny t-shirt" category. I would like to add a disclaimer though - there are some off-color designs there (I didn't know that when I submitted it) that I would NOT recommend, for anyone of any age. All the more reason to vote for a CLEAN and funny t-shirt, to send it to the top of the ranking. And besides, voting for my 24 Addicted T will make you feel better about Henderson offing Tony. Really, it will.

When you're done with that, then you need to go over to CoffeeSwirls and read this post right here. You WILL laugh. It's priceless.

In other news...

I've decided to hold off on redoing Samuel's room and do the laundry room/guest bedroom instead. I started it two years ago and never finished it. Since my mom is coming for a visit next month, now's a good time to at least attempt to finish it. When we moved in here, the walls and ceiling had wallpaper on them that was (according to the previous owner) about 40 years old. And it looked like it, too. I stripped all that & painted the whole thing light blue. My goal was to then paint accents of white and replace all the cupboard door fixtures, but I never got that far. I did replace the nasty old curtains in there with a couple of nice lace panels, but I got sidetracked with other things and never finished the room. A very common story around here.

So, Kev is doing school today and I'm going out to the grocery store, the Goodwill store (yes, we shop at thrift stores) and returning a stupid movie he rented on a recommendation. I didn't watch it, he didn't like it, and it was a waste of a free rental coupon. Live & learn, eh?

And one final note...

I'm having blog-design issues again. I really wanted to move my blog to a cleaner, categorized format, but it doesn't look like that's going to happen any time soon. I suppose I could take the time to learn how to redo THIS template to make it look the way I want it, but that seems like a real daunting task. Not really what I want to do. I'm also having photography withdrawl. Happens every year about this time... the calendar says "almost spring" and the weather doesn't cooperate. You can only take so many cool shots of snow before you're thinking "okay, let's get on with spring, shall we?". Let's get on with spring, and bird migration, and flowers budding!

Time to make oatmeal. Have a great Wednesday!

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March 14, 2006

A peek inside

The other day, someone said to me "Carla, kudos to you for your teaching skill". My first thought was "you have no idea what you're talking about".

While every family that homeschools is different, I'm going to give you all a peek inside mine. It's likely NOT what you think.

With 5 kids still at home, and one of them being an almost 3 yr old, we literally have 5 different "grade" levels. Now I have to stop right there, and explain something about grade levels.

We can't easily place any of our kids in any one grade level. They just don't fit. If any of them were to be placed in public school for any reason, it would be very difficult for them, because they don't fall into any 1 category. If they don't grasp the concepts in any subject, we don't move them ahead. If they do grab hold of them, they work ahead. It's that simple.

Because that's the way we "do school" this is the way that breaks down:

15 yr old - works in a variety of levels from grade 7 (math) to grade 9.
8 yr old - grade 1 to grade 3 (does mostly grade 2 level)
7 yr old - grade 1 to grade 3 (excels in different areas than the 8 yr old)
5 yr old - grade 1 to grade 3 (excels in everything except handwriting)
2.5 yr old - learns just by being around a "schooling" environment

The way we actually do school, is pretty simple. Our 8, 7 and 5 year old do their lessons at the table in the gameroom, from (usually) 10am to around 12pm. Our schedule is pretty flexible as to who's the teacher that day, me or Kev. It's more often me than him, but we just play it by ear depending on whatever else is going on that day (errands that need to be run, etc.).

We start every morning by praying together as a family, and reciting that week's Scripture memory verse.

While we're in the game room, Jessica takes Ruth to the main part of the house and she sometimes "does school" with her by letting her color, or going through her flip-chart, singing songs, or whatever she wants to do. More often than not, Jessica does her chores whiles Ruth plays & helps her out. About half the time Ruth wanders up to the game room and sits in while we do lessons. Jessica does her lessons at the same table, after lunch and after Ruth goes down for her nap. While Jessica does her lessons the kids either play outside, or in the loft (playroom) or have extra work to do (handwriting or math worksheets) quietly. I'm here in the game room with Jessica during her lessons to give her help or answer questions whenever she has them.

It's the morning hours with the kids, that I have the most difficulty with. I'm a teacher to 3 completely different kinds of kids. One never stops talking (but manages to astound us anyway with how much he knows), one thinks she's smarter (and older) than she is and wants to work ahead all the time, and the other rarely ever pays attention long enough to grasp the directions, and would rather be outside catching bugs. It's just the way it is, it's just who they are at this age.

It's because of that, that the actual teaching aspect is so very hard for me. Today was especially hard since it seemed like none of them were paying attention - I might as well have been just another chair in the room. To keep them on task, and following directions is like trying to clean up a broken egg on the floor. You think you've got it and half of it falls out of the paper towel back onto the floor. It's like this every day. It's part of the reason Kev and I trade off with being the teacher.

Today we did Bible, math, phonics, spelling and then we moved onto handwriting. Everyone did fine with all their lessons until we got to handwriting. Rachel decided to work ahead, Jordan's handwriting looked like something you'd need a magnifying glass to read, and Samuel's was just nearly impossible to read. That doesn't sound like that big of a deal, does it?

Well it was to me. This is what I deal with every day with these three, and for some reason today it was frustrating enough to send me out of the room, up to my room to cry and doubt my teaching skills again, for the 800 billionth time. So I cried & prayed, then Kev came into the room to reassure me I'm not a bad teacher, and our kids are just "who" they are at this age. It's odd, but you'd think after 6.5 years of homeschooling, I'd be past this by now, eh? Nope, I'm sure not. Teaching is a HARD thing to do, and my hat is SO off to those who spend their whole lives teaching. How they do it in a class with 30 kids, I will never know.

Kev mentioned something today that I've never really thought about. Not in the way he said it anyway. While public or private school teachers invest a lot into the education of their kids, they don't have the emotional bond with each and every one of those kids, that homeschooling parents do. For that reason alone, our kids successes in school are that much sweeter, and their struggles are that much more difficult. Not only for them, but for us as their (parents) teachers.

Kev and I decided to do something we've talked about before. We decided it's time for them to each have their own workspace, at their own desks. This way, when they're ready to work ahead without my direct instruction, they can. Being in their own workspace will allow them to do that, and allow me to work with whichever one of them needs that one-on-one instruction. We both agreed this will be a great benefit to all of us.

While I was sitting in my room crying and throwing a pity-party for myself, I thought of a comment someone else made recently. A fellow homeschool mom commented that she had very fond memories of when her kids were little and learning the same things mine are now. I thought "what!?" For me, it's the hardest age to teach. This is all the foundational stuff - the concepts of reading, vowel/consanant blends, math facts, handwriting skills. These are the things we have to go over and over (and over and over) beause these are the skills they will need to be grounded in for the foundation that sets the standard for the rest of their lives. It's absolutely critical that they "get" all this stuff. The days when it seems like they not only don't get it, but aren't even slightly interested in getting it, just makes me feel like the biggest failure in the universe, as a teacher.

So then I have to recall the days after school at my grandma's kitchen table. I don't know if it was every day, but it sure seemed like it. Same routine every time... get out my math worksheet and get to work. I'd finish the sheet then grandma would correct it & hand it back to me. My heart would sink when I would see all the check marks next to the wrong answers. I'd have to erase the wrong answers and try again. And again, and again. From first grade to somewhere into the third grade, this went on. For the record, subtraction sheets were the root of all evil at that age. I was a billion times worse with subtraction than addition, and I could never memorize the math facts.

Grandma never let me off the hook either. I'd have to erase every wrong answer and do it again, until I got it right. It wasn't unusual for the paper to soon become quite thin, under the problems I kept getting wrong. You can only erase your answer so many times before you start erasing paper right along with it. That was no out-clause for grandma, she had me put my answer next to it, when the paper became impossible to write on, under the problem.

One day, the light came on. I sat down to do my math worksheet and when grandma corrected it, she never marked anything wrong. I was shocked. Same thing the next day, and the next and the next. Once in a while I would get a problem or two wrong, but for the most part, I had finally learned my math facts. It took 2 years of working on those horrid worksheets every day afterschool, but finally it clicked.

My grandma had no idea she was homeschooling. I also now know, how hard it must have been for grandma to make me sit there every day and struggle through that math. I'm so glad she did though.

I can only expect one of these days things will "click" with my kids too.


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Because wallpaper stinks

Have you ever sat down to write a letter, and your pen stops working? I'm pretty sure that's happened to all of us. So you get up, find another pen, and sit back down. Then that one stops working. So you find another pen, and that one is dry too. That's pretty much what was going on with blogspot for me yesterday. It was highly annoying, so I finally gave up trying.

Our little taste of spring is now over, and the lovely weather we had over the weekend is replaced today with a snowsquall warning and icy winds. Oh well, at least we got the yard cleaned up and were able to enjoy being outside without coats for the first time in 5 months.

I'm at a creative-standstill. I don't know if I want to paint, sketch, design a new graphic, or strip the wall paper in Samuel's room and redo the walls. I hate wallpaper. I especially hate wall paper in kid's bedrooms. Maybe it's just my kids, but if there is 1 teenie, tiny little corner sticking up, my kids find it. Before long, there is a big ole piece of wallpaper ripped off the wall. Once that happens, FORGET it, it's time to redo the whole wall.

About this time last year I stripped the wall paper in the girls room and redid the walls & ceiling. It came out VERY cool. The walls are a very soft pink, and the ceiling is sky blue with white puffy clouds. Surrounding their ceiling fan and then trailing 1/2 way down one wall, are glow in the dark stars. I even did the big and little dipper! :o) It's very cool at night.

For Samuel's room, I'd like to do the ceiling in a deep navy blue, with smaller glow in the dark stars, and the walls a very pale blue with puffy clouds around the top of the walls, extending just a little bit onto the ceiling. Puffy clouds are quite fun to create, with a sea sponge & white semi-gloss paint. And they look so real! I told Kev last year I want puffy clouds on our ceiling too, lol. (Actually, if I ever get the time, money and energy, I'd turn our room into a wetlands paradise, with swamp grass painted up one wall & great blue herons on the curtains. It'd be very cool.)

Since we've got snowsqualls and high winds in the forecast for the next few days so I might as well just get started on Samuel's wallpaper. It's much easier to be motivated to texture walls & paint, when the wallpaper is all stripped off. His room is less than half the size of the girls room, so it won't take nearly as long to do his. I think it took me about 2 months to do theirs, in between school days and errands & taking breaks for Ruth's nap time.

So, I think that's what I'll be doing for the next little while. If I'm blogging less, that'll be why.

Have a great Tuesday.


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Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
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March 13, 2006

Dressing Girls

This past weekend I was out looking for some blue jeans for my daughters aged 7 and 8. Here's the thing...

In stores with the little girls clothes (sized up to 6x) seperated from the bigger girls clothes (sized 7-14), instead of having a section marked for it by those signs hanging from the ceiling that says:

Girls 7-14

The signs should read:

Welcome To Girlie SkankWorld

Don't look at me like that, you know exactly what I'm talking about. For those that might not know what I'm talking about, skank is a slang term that means the same as floozy, jezebel, hooker, trashy-woman, etc.

I was so disgusted. Why YES I want my 7 and 8 year old girls wearing "bling bling" pants that say "I'm HOT" on them. And yes, I want to pay $39.99 for them, because I'm a bonehead that way.

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I just want to update right here and insert MY answer to this kind of thing plastered all over little girls (and boys!) clothing. For toddlers (up to size 4) my answer is here. For kids, my answer is here for t-shirts, here for jersey shirts, here for sweatshirts and here for hoodies. This is an issue that has bothered me for years, so when I discovered I could do something about it, rather than just complain about it, I did! I can't do anything about pants (yet!) but I can make a difference when it comes to tops.

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Listen, the only time a little girl has any business announcing that she's hot, is when it's 85 degrees (in the shade) and there's no wind.

So, after visiting 3 different stores filled with trashy clothes for little girls, I've decided I'm going to have to buy their jeans in the boys department of WalMart. Plain blue jeans, for 8.99. They wont care I bought them in the boy's department, and I'll be more than okay with that price. they actually prefer dresses and skirts, so that's good. I plan to make a trip this week to the fabric store to beginning working on their new summer dresses.

One thing I do want to mention is that Sears had some lovely, modest girls dresses on sale for 11.99. Very pretty, with little embroidered flowers near the neck line and hem line (below the knee hemline), sleeveless and a very cute princess color. I hope they're still on sale when I head back that way on Wednesday. I can hardly sew one on myself for that price.



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March 12, 2006

And I don't even like tapioca...

The other day I was reading a blog (I honestly cannot recall which one) that really resonated with me. (Just kidding, I don't use that word unless I'm speaking of an audio term).

Reading the blogger write about how they get so frustrated with wanting to write, but can't seem to stay focused on one thing long to enough to produce something beneficial, really did sound familiar however.

I've been like this off & on since I finished my Guarding the Trust series last fall. When I wrote that and studied the passages for the several weeks it took me to finish it, it really felt good. Partly because the focus was on the word of God, and partly because it gave me focus and direction. I guess I do better when I have focus and direction.

Since then I've written every day - it's what I do - but I've been all over the place with what I write about. Kids, theology, school, cooking, culture, weather, doctrine... whatever happens to be on my mind at the time.

So the other day when someone asked me "hey, shouldn't you be homeschooling?", it really struck me as odd. This person saw me in a chat room in the early afternoon, and either was said jokingly (I didn't ask) or they really thought - since I'm apparently known as a "homeschool mom" that at that time of day I should have been diligently instructing little people in the fine art of phonics.

The more I thought about that, the more it was impressed on me, the impression I might have on others. What do people think life is like in my part of the world, I wondered? Am I really known as a "homeschool mom" first and foremost? I really don't know. I'm a mom that homeschools, but I'd much rather be thought of as a believer first, and any other role I hold, second.

Life in our home is likely not what some people think. Or maybe it's exactly what they think? It's hard to guess at things like that. Right now I have a dirty saucer on my desk that had a chocolate chip muffin on it. I also have a coat hook that broke off the wall, a plastic zippered pouch that has Rachel's 15 cents in it, a half a roll of toilet paper, 2 scrunchies, broken chalk, hair clips and magnet that says "15" on it. This is a clean desk, compared to most days.

When I think of a homeschooling mom, for some media-induced reason, I picture this perfectly groomed family with matching turtlenecks, posing in a "we SO love being homeschoolers!" pose by a gently flowing river. I also picture a dust free home with neat bookshelves and classical music playing in the background. (Why? I really don't know, maybe I'm just insane?)

I have news for you... that family only exists in magazines. If they really do exist, we're the exact opposite of them. Not only do we not have matching turtlenecks, it's a rare thing any of the kids actually match their own clothes when they dress themselves in the morning. I mean the little ones of course - Jessica is quite fashionable and funky-trendy.

In a nutshell, we blow the stereotype out of the water.

So where am I going with all this rambling? Glad you asked, because I really do have a point. That point is more or less that what other people think of you isn't always what or who you're really all about. Even if you're as "authentic" as you can be, and write about your life, your thoughts, and your world, often.

Here's an example:

The people who send me hate mail because they can't stand what I say on ENo, likely have no idea that I would ever pull my arm into my sleeve and dangle a doll's broken arm out of the sleeve opening, then walk through the house that way with a straight face. While Kev and Jessica busted up laughing on the couch, I just shot them a serious look and asked what the big deal was. (For the record, this is normal in my house - and it usually not me that does things like this, but I do get creative once in a while). In my house, laughter is mandatory, and a sense of humor is part of the package.

Who we present ourselves to be online, may somehow lose something in the translation of the reader. Isn't that an odd statement? It struck me as odd but absolutely true as soon as it occured to me.

For some reason, I don't necessarily like being known as a homeschooling mom. It's not that I don't take HS'ing seriously, it's just that it's not who I am. In a strange way it would be like being known as "the dental flossing mom". Why yes, I floss every day, and I take it quite seriously but to be known as a flosser would be weird, wouldn't it? I'm not ashamed of flossing, and I could easily list the benefits of it, but it's not who I am.

Being a mom, and a wife, I wear so many hats that half the time I forget what my own role is, for that moment. I forget, because various representatives (aka "kids") from different departments in my company, pull me one direction or another, demanding my attention to assorted, critical, time-sensitive issues. Like "Samuel called me stupid" or "mom, I'm bleeding" or "mom, Jordan's eating shampoo again". While I may be concentrating on the doctrine of atonement and preparing to write on it - or sorting through the math lessons for 4 different grade levels for the upcoming week - or watching Eugene Levy on ancient reruns of SCTV and laughing because he's such a comedic/genius/lunatic - my thoughts and my attention are rarely on 1 thing for very long before I'm distracted and many things get left undone. It's just the way it is around here.

So why did I just write all that? In a way, to explain a little bit as to why this blog seems to be so "all over the place". There is no theme here, the theme is "various assorted". It's not a homeschool blog (although I do have one that I almost never update) and it's not a theology blog. Although doctrine and theology are my passion. It's not a baking/cooking blog but I love to do both and share recipes with anyone who asks. This blog is in a way, for me, simply a place to unload my thoughts on whatever is most pressing to me at the time. It might be the weather, or a sunrise that made me speechless, or some famous evangelical that made a most unbiblical statement, homemade applesauce, or a story about myself when I was a kid.

I have many hats. Maybe someday when I'm old and pruney, drinking tapioca from a straw and mumbling about them newfangled whippersnappers and their fancy ideas, I'll have someone read this blog back to me and remind me of how I used to be. Maybe I'll think back fondly of how busy my life once was, or maybe I'll just be glad the tapioca isn't clogging my straw. Hard to say.

Have a great week.
:o)

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March 11, 2006

Blogging Anonymously

The other day in #pros, someone mentioned to James White about a blog called the "calvinist flyswatter". He calls himself that because, according to his blog "The Calvinist blogosphere produces many theological errors. I swat them." (I did not make that up).

In a nutshell, the guy clearly doesn't have much use for James White, Steve Camp, and who knows who all else. The blogger's name is Charles. I called him Charles the Brave, in a somewhat tongue-in-cheek tone, due to his fairly "anon blogger" status... and the name seems to have stuck.

So I was reading his blog yesterday (not sure why) and the thought occured to me...

What legitimate reason does a Christian really have, for anonymous blogging?

The more I thought about it, the more questions about it that occured to me.

In some ways, the Christian blogging community is a lot like a big library. Each blog being a book, there are thousands of different authors carried in this library. Some author's names you recognize right away, some you've never heard before, and then there's the section called "Unknown Authors". Within that section, are some really great blogs, and some really awful ones.

Some of the really great ones by "author unkown" are the kinds of blogs where thoughts on Scripture, Christian living, parenting & social/political/historical views are expressed. The bloggrs don't necessarily feel the need to put their own "name" out there, for a variety of reasons, and just like to blog quietly unknown.

I know of a couple of bloggers that do this and I read their blogs every time they update. The thing is, they aren't really "unkown authors" to me, since I know their real names, where they live, their kids names, etc. However, to the blogosphere at large, they are considered anon bloggers, and they like it that way.

Within that section of the unknown authors are also the really bad ones. I mean really bad ones. The bloggers intention is clearly not to write quietly about doctrine & theology, or parenting, or social/political issues. These are the bloggers that zero in on certain other bloggers, or other figures within the Christian community at large, and proceed to tear them apart with accusation, insinuation, etc., so on and so forth. I believe they do it anonymously because they don't have the courage of their convictions to stand up and say "here I am, this is what I think". They're like the 7th grade prank phone callers at 12:30 in the morning. They want to stir up trouble, but they want to do it privately where no one can call them out for it. Maybe, like the anon bloggers that have the really great blogs, these folks also have a small group of aquaintances online who also know who they really are? I don't know. In any event, God knows exactly who they are and every thought they have.

So this brings to me thoughts about Christian accountability. A lot has been written about Christian blogging and accountability. I know Frank's own pastor reads his blog, and I think that's a great thing. My former pastor didn't have internet access to read mine, but I did print out several articles that I'd written over the past few years and shared them with him, to show him what I was writing about. I wanted him to know what I was doing online, and I wanted to be accountable under his leadership. He knows about ENo, and he knows what I write here as well. And I had his full support & still do. If at any time he expressed a concern for what I was writing, I would be required to take his concerns seriously and re-examine the content of this blog. This is part of what it means to be accountable to a local church body and be under the authority of a pastor.

So the question I wonder about is pretty simple. If you're anonymously blogging mean spirited things about people you dislike, is your pastor reading your blog? Does your pastor approve of what you're writing? To me, it seems likes the cowards way out, to publish entry after entry filled with nothing but tearing down people in the Christian community that you don't like. What's worse is, a lot of this stuff isn't even about doctrine or theological issues, but those things are used to express a genuine ugliness toward the person's character.

Which brings me to another issue - credibility. Maybe it's just me, but I have a real hard time putting much stock into anything someone says (even if I know it to be true) when that person doesn't even have the courage to say it under their real name, or even some kind of information about who they are or what their background is. I mean really, if they're going to be name-dropping all over the place, what about their name, and putting their own character & doctrinal beliefs out there to be scrutinized in the same fashion that they're doing to others?

These days, anyone can anonymously set up a blog in minutes and begin publishing their thoughts. The internet is such that just about anyone, can say anything, with no accountability. To me, that fosters a huge amount of NO CREDIBILITY. How do we take folks serious that won't even blog with their own name? How do we know they're someone to be trusted as far as research goes, or education, or experience? If you know virtually nothing about them, how do you put any credibility into what they're saying? I have a real tough time doing that.

So those are just a few thoughts about anon blogging that are rumbling through my head this morning. I realize there are variables to all of this, and likely many other issues associated with it that I haven't even thought of. I've never blogged anonymously so I don't understand the mindset behind it.

I do know 1 thing though. There is no such thing as anonimity with the Lord. He knows full well who we all are, and He knows exactly why we're writing about the things we're writing. If any of us honestly think we can escape accountability by blogging anonymously, we'd better think again.


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March 10, 2006

I'm a criminal?

Well rats. I got an email this morning telling me the graphic I desgined that says "superman wears Jack Bauer pajamas" has been removed from my store as it's "copyright protected".

Apparently, the fictional name of Jack Bauer, set in digital font, is a no no. :-(

So I guess I have to redesign it. Sigh...




Okay, the graphic has been redesigned and I hope that means I'm no longer a criminal. Enjoy :o)

UPDATE AGAIN... apparently I'm still a criminal. They pulled this grpahic too.

I give up.

>:-(

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911, what are you reporting?

It was a late summer evening, and I had just put Ruth down for bedtime and indulged myself in a long, relaxing bath. Kev had taken the dog for a walk, and Jessica was downstairs watching tv. All the other kids were playing at their friend's houses in the neighborhood.

I came downstairs and looked out the window that face down the street the direction Kev had taken the dog. Almost at the end of the road I noticed for a split second, what I thought were flames. I focused a little better in the general area I thought that I had seen them, and there they were again! Someone at the end of the street had a motor home parked in their driveway and flames were shooting out of the end of it.

I ran to the phone and dialed 911, and gave them the address. Jessica ran down the street to get Kev, and then I heard Ruth make a strange noise. I thought I better go check on her, when all of a sudden something brushed my arm. It was ash, but it was hot. I looked up the stairway and saw smoke billowing down the stairs. Immediately, I went into auto-pilot. As my feet flew up the stairs, my mind went into "what if" mode.

I mentally scanned all the thoughts I'd ever had regarding what I would do if I ever had a house fire. By the time I got to the top of the stairs the smoke was so thick I could hardly see Ruth's bedroom door. It was the outside of the house that was on fire, but the smoke was pouring in the open windows. I snatched Ruth from her bed and put a blanket over her head. I grabbed her bag of diapers and flew down the stairs. Now the fire was inside, burning through the walls & roof. The house was full of smoke and it was hard to see the front door.

On the way through the house to the front door, I grabbed my purse, my camera, my cordless phone and another blanket off the back of the couch. I flew out the door and finally realized I'd been holding my breath the whole time.

I took a deep breath, uncovered Ruth's head and checked her to make sure she was okay, then I dialed 911. They thought I was confused, since I'd just called them less than 15 minutes ago. NO, I was not calling to report the motor home again, it's MY house that's on fire. For some reason they didn't want to take me seriously. I started to cry and wanted to yell at them, but I somehow knew it would do any good.

People were coming out of their homes now and looking down the street toward the motor home fire. Several other houses in the neighborhood were on fire, like mine, but no one seemed to notice their own homes burning. Just then I saw Kev running toward the house with the dog, obviously glad to see Ruth and I. Just as he approached us on the sidewalk I heard Jessica laugh and say

"mom, this is the second time I've woken you up, I'm leaving now to go to Carissa's house, you better get up!"

The above was all a dream.

The first thought I had when I woke up was this:

Why are we so quick to notice and react to the fires in other people's homes, all the while there is a fire raging in our own home?

I'll let the readers answer that one. (But I did smell for smoke on my way downstairs after my nap!)


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March 09, 2006

Superman wears...



Just for fun...



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More of the same

The blogosphere is very strange sometimes. There are times when you have no idea, that if you follow a link, from a link, etc., that where you might end up is on a site that has some pretty cutting remarks about YOU.

That happened to me last night. I was completely taken off guard, having no clue the link I was going to click had anything to say about me at all. My feelings were hurt, but I told myself "maybe I read it wrong, I'll go back tomorrow and read it again to get a better perspective". So that's what I did.

Even with a fresher, morning-coffee-perspective, I wasn't wrong about the intent of the comments I read yesterday. The comments were intended to hurt, and they did. Oh well, another lesson in learning how to forgive someone who didn't even ask for it, and has no intention of repenting.

Did I contact this person to tell them they have sinned against me? No I did not. This person has a long history of making fun of people and getting all kinds of pats on the back for it. This person has a reputation for being mean, rude and vulgar at times, at the expense of others. This is not a person I want to subject myself to for further hurt. I'm just not up for that.

So instead, I listened to John MacArthur's lesson called Whose Fault is Our Temptation?, Part 1. It was much more worthwhile than mud-wrestling with mean-spirited bloggers.

On another topic, semi-related, some of the comments in my post last night on forgiveness (again) are just EXCELLENT. I would strongly encourage you to read them and if compelled feel welcome to add your own thoughts. This is the kind of stuff Christian blogs should be known for, amen?!



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March 08, 2006

Forgive me but...

The post I put up the other day on forgiveness has generated a little bit of discussion that I'm reading with great interest. For those of you that have been around here a while, you already know this - but for newcomers to my blog I have to explain that I'm not a real good commenter. I read them all, but I don't respond as much as a GOOD blogger would.

In any case, one commenter (Kim from Hiraeth) left a comment that I really want to go into. Before I do that however, I wish to make a disclaimer that I have TONS to learn on this topic myself, so I hope no one considers me any kind of an authority on it.

Here is Kim's comment:
This is an area in which I struggle. I believe I have forgiven, as much as it is possible to know one's own heart, but because I see the same patterns of behavior, I doubt the sincerity of the apologies.That has translated into a real loss of trust between me and the persons who transgressed against me. I find myself going into a very unappealing self-protective mode when I have to deal with "my persons" (my pastor's wife and one of the RE's wives--it was very hurtful)I don't like these feelings of keeping a distance. I have never had to deal with anything like this in the past and I find myself wondering if I have truly forgiven.Is it possible to forgive and still hold back oneself?

I don't know about any of you, but I can sure relate to Kim's comment in a very personal way. I can think of several people in my life that this applies to, for varying reasons.

The first thing I thought of though, when I read Kim's comment was all the testimonies and stories I've heard from believers who forgave someone from their past. Someone who was (in one form or another) painfully abusive and a destructive force in their lives. These are people that understood how important forgiveness was in the life of a believer, and among anyone, had the best (worldly) reasons not to forgive someone. When a person is violated or abused in horrific ways, the last thing in the world the victim wants to do or say is "I forgive you".

And yet, the real benefit and the real blessing in extending forgiveness to someone like that, is that is releases the one doing the forgiving, from the clutch of bitterness, anger, revenge, wrath and all those rotten things that have a tendency to eat away at us and turn us into rather miserable people.

The one difference here though, when this kind of forgiveness is extended is that it's not an open invitation to these kinds of people that says "welcome back into my life, please treat me like garbage all over again". There are some people that we just cannot get along with, or cannot have in our lives. Maybe they're abusive, or violent. Maybe they're manipulative, or gossipy. Maybe they're angry people always looking for an argument. There are all sorts of reasons we don't all get along with other people. That doesn't mean we can't forgive them for Christ's sake (and especially when we consider His forgiveness for the things we've done). In the case of people like this I do think it's best to break fellowship or association with such people - for the greater benefit of peace.

I realize I've said all this without one shred of Biblical backup. I'm totally open to being corrected on anything I just wrote, but the one verse that does come to mind is this one:

Romans 12:18 If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.

I think sometimes it's better to extend forgiveness, even if the other person didn't ask for it, even if the other person isn't repentant over anything - but then avoid them as much as possible so that peace does reign. Letting them get close again, or trusting them again (especially when their has been no apology or the apology is empty, as evidenced by them continuing their patterns of abuse or whatever it happens to be), would only set you up for another betrayal and/or actually make it impossible to live peaceably.

I could say a lot more but I'll end with that, and welcome your insights on this one. I know there are a lot of Christians that struggle with this one, so the more comments the better.


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Doing the time warp?



Time-warp family who walk on all fours.

I did not make this up.


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March 07, 2006

Okay, everybody on your knees!

No, this isn't a stick up. It's a "wake-up". As in, wake up and smell the sound doctrine.

I cannot recall how many times I've heard or read Arminians make some sort of reference to us "Calvinists" (read: anyone who holds to the 5 points of the tulip and declares the 5 solas to be sound Biblical statements) being proud, arrogant, graceless thugs. Or how we in some way think ourselves to be "special" or "more important" than others.

It really is a false accusation, and it doesn't seem to matter how many times you make an effort to correct this ridiculous notion, folks pretty much cover their ears and go "la la la la - I can't hear you la la la la". Because, I suppose, that's what mature Christians are supposed to do, when corrected. (*shrugs)

In any case, tonight I was working on a few redesigns for my store. I've actually been working on them for the last several days - and even though they are not all done yet, you can still see where I'm going, by clicking here. The Soli Deo Gloria section should be up by tomorrow evening - Lord willing. And for the record, no this is not a plug for my store, it's just what I do, when I have time to do it. If you did buy something from there that would be most appreciated, but that's not what this post is about.

When I create a design for any section of my store, the editor allows me a very small space to input a product description. Usually the space is more than enough. As I was putting the finishing touches on certain sections tonight however, it struck me just how small this space really is.

I remember years ago the first time I heard "the five solas". The first thing I thought was "what is this, some kind of RC mumbo-jumbo?". The next thing I thought was "the 5 sodas?". Okay fine, I was/am a smart alec. This is not news to anyone, I'm sure.

The more I was around those who held to these 5 statements, the more interested I became in what they really meant. I wanted to know where they came from, what Biblical support each statement had, why they seemed to be so important to these weird Calvinist-types, and probably more curious thoughts that I can't recall now.

During my reading of Arthur Pink's The Sovereignty of God, I crumbled. Folded like a cheap suit.

It's hard (impossible?) to put into words what happened in my heart, and the 874 billion thoughts that ran through my head. I was one of those Christians who just didn't realize yet, who did the choosing. Somewhere deep down I knew it, I just didn't realize how ENORMOUS this doctrine was, in how I viewed God. At the time, I was in a charismatic, signs & wonders, tongue-talkin', floor-poundin', holy-laughter Arminian church. God's sovereignty in salvation was something I never once heard from the puplit. The message in that church was you were saved because YOU CHOSE Christ. It was all about you. Your faith, your walk, your choices, your baptism of the Holy Spirit, your gifts, and your growth. 100% man-centered.

I was one of those Christians that thought those weird Calvinist types were somewhat arrogant.

And oddly enough, I kept hanging around them, and listening very closely to what they had to say. They were the only people I knew that could whip out a Bible verse faster than the speed of sound, to back up EVERY thing they claimed. Not just one verse though. They'd support that verse with another, then both of those with another, then all of those with a passage in the OT that completely tied it all together and made it all crystal clear.

I absolutely loved the way these people knew their Bibles, and I wanted to be like that. I wanted to know MY Bible as well as they did, and they always encouraged me to study it, as often as possible. So I did. Then I read Pink, and compared everything I was reading to the Bible, and that's when the Lord saw fit to open my eyes to His sovereignty in salvation, and it blew my little Arminian-self out of the water.

After a few months of consuming the Bible like a starving child, I started taking a look at the 5 solas. This was back in 1996 when there just wasn't a whole whack of websites out there on this topic. I printed out everything, and read like crazy. Comparing every statement, every claim, every explaination with the Scriptures. It all fit - like a warm and soft glove, on a cold hand - it fit.

Something began to happen as I studied out each of these statements. I quickly began to realize that what I had once mistaken for pride and arrogance, was in fact deep humility and conviction. When someone would mention "the elect" and I mistook it for "who do they think they are, they're no one special", it was simply conviction in what the Scriptures say about God's chosen people. I noticed more and more what I once thought was sinful pride, was simply Biblical assurance. I cannot even describe how much I hungered for that - and up until that point - didn't even realize I didn't have it!

So how does all this tie in with my store? Well it's simple, really. I only have 200 characters to describe a product. How can you describe "Soli Deo Gloria" in 200 characters or less, when those 2 words sum up our entire existance?

Acts 17:
24 God that made the world and all things therein, seeing that he is Lord of heaven and earth, dwelleth not in temples made with hands;
25 Neither is worshipped with men’s hands, as though he needed any thing, seeing he giveth to all life, and breath, and all things;
26 And hath made of one blood all nations of men for to dwell on all the face of the earth, and hath determined the times before appointed, and the bounds of their habitation;
27 That they should seek the Lord, if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far from every one of us:
28 For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring.

And that's just ONE of the solas! Oh I could sit here and write all night long and still not be done with this one. It'd take me years and years to complete all I have to say about that 1 statement. And by the time I was done, I'd have to re-edit it to add more.

The statements made by the 5 solas are so rich, and so deep, and so humbling. So when I redesigned the graphics at my store tonight, and over the last few days, it truly has been a labor of much love.

I had a lot more to say about this, but it's now late and I'm starting to see triple, so it's a good place to end.


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Superpower Tuesday

Oh I hate waking up late. The sun is at the wrong place in the sky, I feel hurried and groggy at the same time, and my shoes don't go on right. There's just something all wrong with waking up later than you normally do.

My favorite tv show was on at a weird time last night and it was on for 2 hours instead of it's regular 1 hour slot. I missed the first hour so I opted to stay up way too late to catch the first hour (that I missed) on the west coast sat feed. All I have to say about that is:

POOR EDGAR!!!!!

In other news...

Frank has officially named me, along with Nate, as "sidekick in training". Frank says "However, centuri0n is worried that they are too nice to be truly reformed sidekicks.". Apparently Frank doesn't read the comments ENo. If he did, he'd never assume I was nice, by any stretch of the imagination. What's worse is, he used a picture of me for his sidekick gallery that makes me look like some kind of confused pixie. How can you be a sidekick in training when you're a confused pixie? Nate's been trying to uncover my super-power, so here's a hint: For Christmas in 1975, I got my first pair of Hong Kong Fooey sweatsocks. Things have never quite been the same since. True story.

To all of you who have left a comment or sent me an email re: the situation with my daughter, thank you SO much. You've been a huge blessing to me, and I appreciate every one of you.

I had so much to write about this morning but I'm already later-than-late so I'm outta here.

Until next time...




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Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 06, 2006

Getting to know you...

Let’s put a new spin on those email forwards. Instead of copying this and sending it to folks, I’m going to tag 4 people at the end (no scrolling & cheating and seeing who I tag!) of this “getting to know your friends” list.

1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:15-ish
2. Diamonds or pearls? Neither – turquoise or emerald
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Independence Day with Wil Smith, 1996.
4. What is your favorite TV Show? Hands down, it’s 24.
5. What did you have for breakfast? ½ cup of oatmeal with brown sugar & milk.
6. What is your middle name? Rae (because I’m such a ray of sunshine!)
7. What is your favorite cuisine? Probably Mexican – but I love Italian & Chinese too.
8. What foods do you dislike? Seafood, most cooked veggies. Phooey!
9. Favorite Potato Chip? No name brand (that’s the brand name) plain potato chips.
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Probably the one I got for Christmas, Journey’s Greatest Hits.
11. What kind of car do you drive? 2005 Pontiac Montana.
12. Favorite sandwich? Hard to pick between ham & cheese or turkey & lettuce.
13. What characteristics do you despise? All the bad ones.
14. What are your favorite clothes? Flannel pants & t-shirts.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go? Scotland.
16. What color are your eyes? Green & blue with a ring of yellow around my iris. Whatever that means – I think I’m part cat.
17. Favorite Brand of Clothes? None, but Penman’s from Walmart is pretty nice & well priced.
18. Where do you want to retire to? Not sure, never gave it much thought.
19. Favorite time of day? Morning, sipping my first coffee.
20. Where were you born? Washington state.
21. Favorite sport to watch? Baseball.
22. Whom do you least expect to respond to your tag? I dunno, people are weird about these things.
23. Person you expect to send it back first? See above
24. Coke or Pepsi? Neither, cream soda or root beer.
25. Are you a morning person or night owl? Both, actually.
26. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with everyone? Not really.
27. What did you want to be when you were little? Marlin Perkins’ field assistant.
28. What is your best childhood memory? Not my best, but a very fond one: getting some change from my mom and walking with my brother to the Dairy Queen for a pineapple milkshake. MAN was that ever cool!
29. What are the different jobs you have had in your life? Hat check girl at a disco, waitress, handy-man in a retirement home, telemarketer, landscape laborer, chocolate shop sales associate, photography assistant, cashier at KFC for 2 days. I got fired for missing a meeting no one told me about. That stunk.
30. Nicknames: Carla-Belle, Carlyle, Kiddo, Cars, Carly, Baby
31. Piercings? Two in each ear.
32. Ever been to Africa? No.
33. Ever been toilet papering? My mother reads this blog, are you insane? (Fine, yes, but someone else made me do it, I protested!)
34. Been in a car accident? Several, and I don’t recommend them.
35. Favorite day of the week? Friday & Sunday
36. Favorite restaurants? Las Casuelas in Palm Springs, CA.
37. Favorite flower? Carnations.
38. Favorite flavor of ice cream? Hmm… rum raisin, blueberry cheesecake, peppermint stick, chocolate malt… I could go on and on with this one.
39. How many times did you fail your driver's license? None.
40. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? Darlene. :o)
41. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? WalMart. (or Fred Meyer if we had one here!)
42. Bedtime? Usually midnight.
43. Who are you most curious about their responses to this questionnaire? Anyone, I enjoy reading these as much as doing them.
44. Last person you went to dinner with? Len, Grace, Kim, Kev & all the kids.
45. What are you listening to right now? The kids reading a story together.
46. What is your favorite color? Bergundy, dark green & purple.
47. How many tattoos do you have? LOL, none, and so glad I never did.
48. How many people are you sending this e-mail to? None, I’m posting it at my blog.
49. What time did you finish this email? 11:12 am

Now, I’m tagging:

Kim
Matt
Libbie
Nate

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Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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Forgive, like it or not

Over the last couple of years I've had the difficult situation of having to deal with a person who is by most people's standards - less than honest, and highly manipulative. This is the kind of person that appears to thrive on controversy and crisis. This person also calls themselves a Christian.

In initially dealing with this person over a period of a few months, I immediately noticed a pattern. First they do or say something highly inflammatory, insulting, or purposely hurtful - and then only when other people find out about it, or knew about it, they apologize. If no one finds out about it, they don't bother to apologize.

Over and over and over (I've honestly lost track of how many times and with how many people I've seen this happen with, with this person), this happens.

The most difficult thing about this is - I always feel compelled to say "I forgive you" when the apology has come my way - but I struggle a great deal with it. Here are a couple of reasons why:

1. I don't believe the apology is real. There never appears to be any genuine repentance along with this apology, and as long as the offense was never made public (or happened publicly) the person doesn't apologize at all. It always seems like the apology is more to save face, than anything else. The apology is filled with flowery language about unity in the body of Christ, and love for one another, etc. To the average observer, it might look real. To those who have been repeated targets of this person, it really just looks & sounds like "here we go again".

2. Based on the pattern of this person, I've come to expect another intentional offense in just days, sometimes hours, after the last one. If this person is consistant in anything, it's in offending people on purpose, then making a very public show of apology.

I'm not the only one this person offends. I know many people that have been hurt by this person, and they have also witnessed the same things, and like me, have also talked to this person about it. Nothing ever changes - instantly the defenses go up and if there is any issue with the apology, it's me, or them with the problem, and never the person in question.

I go out of my way to avoid this individual. For me it seems to be the best route. When it comes to mind, I do pray for them, but still try very hard to avoid them.

This past weekend I heard an audio sermon from John MacArthur that made me think of this person, and this situation in general. The message was on family unity, and even though this person is not immediately family, the principles and the Biblical advise MacArthur gave certainly apply in any situation as it pertains to genuine Christian living. Biblical Christianity lived out.

I don't know if this person is really a believer or just uses the title. Several who know them, have said flat out they do not believe this individual to be saved at all. I can't say that, but I have sure questioned it. While I don't know if this person is a true believer, I do know that I am, and that's what matters. How I deal with this.

One of the areas I struggle with is my doubt over whether this person is sincere in apologizing. I don't believe they are, but at the same time I often ask myself "since when can you read another person's heart, miss know-it-all?". Well, I can't, but their fruit is honestly pretty moldy.

In doubting the sincerity of the apology itself, I never feel like I'm really being apologized to, but instead being patronized, and in a sense, lied to. All for the sake of this person maintaining "standing" with other believers.

I struggle with this too, because then it feels like I'm making the whole thing about ME, and that's being self-absorbed.

I was recently quite compelled to pray for this person, and that was a first. Sometimes the Lord just really burdens your heart and mind with 1 particular person and you know you need to really pray for them and lift them up before Him. So that's what I did.

In Scripture, Peter came to Jesus and asked "how often should we forgive fellow believers that sin against us, seven times?" Jesus answered and said no, not seven times, seventy TIMES seven. In other words - every time. Jesus didn't give a qualifier and say "but only if you're fairly convinced the apology is real, and not some ruse to save face".

I would be preaching to the choir to say that forgiveness is pivotal to the very gospel message - the very core of Christianity. When we are regenerated by the Holy Spirit, the one thing we seek is to confess Christ as Lord, and His forgiveness. So then how can we ever withhold forgiveness to anyone that asks it, of us? Even if we don't believe it's a real request?

I don't believe we have that right. I believe we need to genuinely forgive the person, remembering that even IF it's not a real apology, forgiving others their wicked, hurtful ways like Jesus did when He said "forgive them Father, for they know not what they do" is the key. Forgive them, then pray for them that the Lord might be pleased to work a work of real repentance in their hearts that they would cease from being hurtful towards others. Someone once said it's impossible to remain (or become) bitter or angry towards a person when you're genuinely praying for them, and it's true. Instead, you feel compassion and a desire for them to really move away from the evil things and come into a right fellowship with the Lord. I can tell you, it's a much better feeling than harboring some kind of bitter, angry attitude toward them. (Even though the flesh just cries out for us to do that!)

This is a complicated issue, and one I'm sure much more brilliant minds than I have addressed. Like MacArthur. I would encourage you to listen to his weekend broadcast here called The Key Maintaining Family Unity. It's the March 4th link.

With that, I wish you a happy Monday.

I'm going grocery shopping. Eew... have I mentioned lately how much I hate shopping? Oh well, it's gotta be done, we're out of chips, and we love those.


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Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 05, 2006

Who I Am Not

• I'm not the first mother to hear this news, and I wont be the last.
• I'm not the first mother to cry, ponder the good & the bad, and wish she had a magic wand to fix the whole thing.
• I'm not the first mother who immediately wondered if it had anything whatsoever to do with the way I raised my kids - or if it was in spite of the way I raised them.
• I'm not the first mother to be notified that her unmarried 20 yr old daughter, is expecting a child.
• I'm not the first mother to reel in shock, but not be shocked, all at the same time.
• I'm not the first mother to experience untold numbers of conflicting emotions & reactions, at such news.

I am just a mom who raised my older girls the best I could, at the time. Taught them right from wrong, and hoped for the very best for them - all to the very best of my ability. My older girls were in church from the time they were tiny. They had a faithful grandpa that made sure they were in church each week, in spite of the fact that their own parents didn't take them. By the time my oldest three were 11, 8 and 4, their parents were converted to Christ. The youngest 4 were all born to believing parents.

Setting aside the issues that made me cry, I am thankful for a few things.

• I am thankful she is pro-life, and believes all babies are precious gifts.
• I am thankful the baby is apparently healthy, according to the tests.
• I am thankful Jennifer is taking her prenatal vitamins & eating healthy.
• I am thankful Jennifer is so good with little kids, and believe she will be a great mom.
• I am thankful I can pray that God might be pleased to draw them all to Himself.
• I am thankful Jennifer has friends that have already given her almost everything she'll need.
• I am thankful that the father hasn't bailed out on her, and is going to her doctor's appointments with her.

I am hopeful, and praying toward this end, that this new life growing inside of her will compel her to consider the important things in this life, and the life to come. I am hopeful that it will cause her to grow up, and grow up fast.

Despite the circumstances, I am looking forward to meeting my first grandchild this summer. Holding the precious baby and thanking the Lord for it.

Another chapter in life begins now.
I think I'll go cry again, it seems to help.



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And now, your local forecast

Have you ever gone to bed at night feeling fine, then woke up the next morning with 900 pounds of cotton in your head, the itchie-tinglies in your nose, and the achie-ouchies from head to foot?

Me either... that would stink, wouldn't it?

So here's what I want to know:

How do the Farmer's Almanac people collect data to forecast weather patterns for a year in advance?

Are they psychic? Magic? Do they snort coffee? Use polished stones, dropped in a dry creekbed at high noon, wearing Coogi sweaters and deck shoes? What exactly is their method, and why should I trust them? And while we're at it, who are these people? Are they really farmers? Are they city-slickers just taking a shot in the dark on the whole weather thing, just to hoodwink hard-working farmers that subscribe to their almanac?

I need to know these things.

According to the Farmer's Almanac for souther Ontario, for the first week my mom will be visiting in April, it says it will be mild, sunny, then rain. Temps will be 3 degrees below average, and precip will be 50mm above average. According to Environment Canada, the keeper of all Canadian weather info, the average daily temp in April, for where I live, is between 42 and 52 farenheit.

I'm not buying that. I've been here for 8 years, and it's not that cold in April. It's a mixed bag - we might get 2 days of snow and bitter cold wind - but then for the next week it'll be sunny & mild and light jacket weather. It's not unusual to have a few days of 80 degree temps, either.

Maybe I should do the weather forecast? Or, maybe I should just go blow my nose and mind my own weather business.

I think the latter is a better idea.

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Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 04, 2006

Reflections Giveaway


My apologies for the delay in announcing the winner of the giveaway. Because we had to postpone it, we decided to sweeten the pot just a little and draw TWO winners.

Without further delay, our winners are:

Marie Peterson and Ben Stritesky

Congrats to Marie and Ben, and thank you all for entering. If we keep doing this we're going to have to find a better way to collect all the entries - this entry had 3 TIMES the amount of names than the last one!

Thanks again for your interest in this drawing - be sure to add your name to our newsletter list (go here and drop your email in the box in the sidebar for the shop newsletter) so we can let you know about the next one (we're looking at June/July for the next one, just to let you know!)

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Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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Saturday, in the blog, I think it was the 4th of March...

(go ahead and sing it, you know you want to)

For those of you anxiously waiting for the announcement of the winner in the Reflections Winter Blahs Blowout drawing, you're going to have to wait just a little longer. At exactly 11:59pm last night, as I was printing out all the entries in the draw, I began to have a stomach issue. It became extreme very quickly and I set everything aside for a time of prayer in my room for the next 2 hours.

As soon as the official name-picker wakes up (it's his day off so he's sleeping in), we'll have the draw, contact the winner, and announce that here.

In other news...

I spent the morning reading and then formatting this post at ENo.

Now I have a few things to say about this, and I'll say them here rather than there.

When I began to research this whole missional/emergent church business in the fall of 2004, not only had almost no one had heard of it, most people I talked to weren't interested in hearing about it. It was frustrating to say the least, to be told over and over again that this was a "passing fad" not to be concerned with. To be literally ignored by people when I contacted them and asked them to please look into it, and see if they didn't agree it was a serious issue that needed to be addressed. I'm a VERY small voice in the evangelical world. Outside of my close circle of family and friends, I'm not "known". It's the "not known" part that was likely the reason I was ignored. Understandable, for all they knew (the folks I contacted) I was just some wacko-conspiracy-nut that had too much time on her hands.

Thankfully, not only did everyone not ignore me, there were others in the evangelical world that were paying close attention to it as well.

When Denise, Nina and myself began ENo, it was an extension of the site I'd already created to put all my research and resources on this, into one place - and do it publicly. We decided it would be better to have a site that was easily updated, where all three of us could collectively put our resources, and in March of last year, ENo was opened.

More people began to question things, and more people began to do the homework themselves. To this day, the emails still come in from folks with family, friends and churches that are getting sucked into this movement. People looking for answers, for assurance, for some kind of hope that their loved ones and their church isn't going down the postmodernistic drain, at the cost of the gospel truth.

My hat is off to Phil Johnson. He's done the homework (or maybe Spurgeon did it for him when he fought this vile battle with the "downgrade controversy"?), done the research, compared this "movement" to Scripture, and taken a very public stand against it.

So thank you Phil for your work on this. Thank you also for allowing me to post the transcript of your message on this. It will be a blessing to many, I'm sure.

Phil and so many others now are saying things that folks really ought to be paying attention to when it comes to this. If it's not IN your church in some capacity already (ideas your pastors and youth leaders are getting from reading the "emerging church" literature, books being read by your church leaders & recommended to the congregation, lectures, seminars and conferences being promoted and attended by your church leaders, fellowships & associations) then consider yourself and your church, extremely blessed.

You may not know this, but you are the exception to the current rule.

My hat is also off to Denise, Nina, Ingrid, Deborah, and Berit - some of the people who initially and currently listened, agreed, and also did the homework themselves - and took a very public stand on this. There are so many others now as well. Tim Challies, Steve Camp, James White, Bob Dewaay, Darrin Brooker and so many others - I can't even think of all their names offhand. If I didn't mention you, or someone you know who is working hard to take a stand against this sort of thing, please leave a comment and let the readers know where else they can find good resources on this topic. It will be a blessing to everyone reading, who takes absolute truth, absolutely serious.

And now, I have pancakes to make. It is afterall, pancake day in RolfeLand.

Have a great Saturday.


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Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 03, 2006

An artsy kinda day

Well, I did it - sort of. It only took about 20 tries, but I finally got Ruth to sing How Great Thou Art, on the microphone. Ignore the prompting voice in the background. You can listen by clicking here. I tried a million different ways to upload this and this was the best I could do. It's supposed to just automatically download and play. If it doesn't, then right click, save & then go listen to it.

In other creative artsy news, Jessica created her first Reflections design today. She drew that fairy, and designed the background & font. We agreed all proceeds from the sale of Fairy Blue go straight to her, since she's the creative genius behind it. She originally drew several fairies like this for my book here, but she was overwhelmed with the idea of drawing 7 distinct fairies, and gave up. It's alot to ask of a 15 year old, so I went ahead and published without the illustrations. Maybe someday she'll finish them and I can do a re-release?

It wasn't the greatest school day we've ever had (not sure why?) but it was a pretty good day for singing & designing new graphics & taking pictures. It must have been Artist Day.
:o)




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The one that got away...


Is that cool, or what? (you have to click to see it full size) Yeah yeah, I know what you're saying. You're saying "but wait, you missed it, you dimwit!". Exactly! That's the point. This is bar-none, hands-down, THE coolest shot I never got.

Kev did school with the kids today so I could get some much needed cleaning done around here. When I was done upstairs and headed downstairs, I took a peek out into the front yard and there he was in the tree. He saw me in the window and took off but NOT before I caught his hind end!

So, I got the bedroom and the bathroom clean AND took the coolest shot I never got. It's been a good day so far.

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Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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This week's closing thoughts...

I have a lot on my mind lately. It's been a strange week, in a few different areas.

One of the things on my mind is the decision I need to make in regards to an accountability issue I'm currently dealing with. The decision is, whether I should go public with what I know or whether I should avoid the topic all together. It's not an easy decision and I'm still not sure one way or the other. There is much controversy attached to it, and quite frankly I'm sick of controversy. If I stay silent, people will be deceived. If I go public, a few people will be VERY angry at me, but those who might have been deceived will have information to prevent that from happening to them. Ugh. See why it's not an easy decision? And for the record, I've already (numerous times) gone to the people who will be angry at me if I go public, and they have NO intention of changing their ways, repenting, or any such thing.

Another thing on my mind is shopping. I hate shopping! I hate it but I need to do it for several of the people in this house. In the last couple of months 2 of the girls have grown like weeds and they're walking around here with pants above their ankles. Yes, it's quite a sight. I also need to do it for myself and I hate that even more than I hate general shopping. I have no idea what size I am, and I'm a different size in every store. I can't just go to the store and see a nice blouse or a nice pair of pants, pick my size, buy them and leave. NOOOOO.... I have to guess at sizes, then go try them all on, then feel like a bloated cow because the size that looked like it would fit, does not fit in any way. That's the part I really hate. That's why I'm still wearing the same sweatpants I bought 5 years ago, and the same jeans I bought for Caryn 7 years ago. They may be completely out of style, but at least they fit.

And then my vacuum died. There I was, merrily cleaning one day this week, and suddenly I hear this grinding-whining-clackety-clack sound coming from the vacuum. Then silence. The ironic thing is, the headlight on the vacuum was still on, after the motor died. So now I have to go buy a new vacuum too. At least I don't have to try them on.

I need to sit down with Jessica's books, binder, schoolwork and test forms and correct all of her work today. It's been about 5 weeks since I've corrected anything. I used to be so diligent and correct everything at the end of each week, but I've let that slide a little bit. I know she's doing her work every day, and I know she's trying her hardest since we address math, grammar, history and literature issues almost every day. When I do correct her work I'm almost always pleasantly surprised at her grades. For a kid who was doing (on average) grade level 1 work in the middle of 3rd grade, she's come a LONG way. She still struggles with math, and probably always will.

Last night before devotion, Ruth sang this for us:

Oh Lord my God when I in awesome wonder
Consider all the worlds
Thy hands have made
I see the stars, I hear the rolling thunder
Thy power throughout the universe displayed
Then sings my soul my savior God to Thee
How great Thou art
How great Thou art
Then sings my soul my savior God to Thee
How great Thou art
How great Thou art

She didn't miss a beat and she sang every word. She also hit 95% of the right notes. It was the cutest thing EVER in the whole world, to hear that hymn come from the mouth of a 2 year old child.

I'm going to put the headset on her this morning and see if she'll sing it again so I can record her. If I can pull that off, I'll put a link here so you can hear it too.
:o)


And the most bizarre search string this week that sent someone to this blog:

"john macarthur" door low crawl enter

I hope they found what they were looking for.

Have a great Friday - and if you happen to be at the Shepherd's conference, don't forget to catch Phil's seminar this morning at 10:45 "Exposing the postmodern errors of the emerging church". I know Tim's live blogging the conference (and doing an incredible job!), but I don't know if he's going to be sitting in on that particular seminar or not (I'm hoping he does).

If you're around the pc at 4:30 this afternoon, please feel welcome to drop in Sovereign Grace Bible Fellowship in PalTalk for the 5th in the John MacArthur series on discernment. It's a great series and we have a good time of discussion during and after the audio message.

Oh! One last thing:

The drawing for the Reflections giveaway is tonight at 11:59pm. If you haven't entered yet, go do that now. (click the link at the top of the blog)
:o)


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Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey




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March 02, 2006

O Canada T's!



See this shirt? Well, the most amazing thing has happened. I just created this graphic yesterday and now these shirts are literally FLYING off the shelves!

Okay no they're not. I just made that up, but it almost had you going, eh? I did make 1 sale today though, to this guy right here.

Now go visit his blog and then come back and buy a Canadian T for your favorite Canadian. :o)


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Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey

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Because TRUTH matters...

Early today (you'll likely be reading this by tomorrow) Phil posted at Pyro about the seminar he would be giving at the Shepherd's Conference. Phil said:
"today at the Shepherds' Conference I'll be teaching a seminar analyzing the current evangelical infatuation with building ecumenical bridges to Rome."
Then he went on to make some really good points, which I won't repeat here, but just send you over there to read it yourself. I read it this morning but didn't read the comments... until tonight when someone in #pros mentioned that there were 62 comments, and a semi-discussion about NPP. So, I figured I'd go have a read through the comments, since I find that topic interesting for various reasons.

I didn't get far into the comments before I was quite de-railed with this comment, quite literally out of the blue:
Steve:
Phil one other area is the rise of Landmarkism that you saw on Carlas reflections site the other day. Michael Ray said what some of the folks that post at Emergent No hold to as they follow Mike closely. They are really behind the "Landmarker" Baptist group that do away with all other branches of Christ Church and call them No church at all. The great Blogs on Emergent No seem hypocritical in light of this they will do what they need to do in order to promote their ONLY Church doctrine, and call you and James White no Baptist at all.
6:47 AM, March 01, 2006
Now this was interesting, in that there are very few people who this will make any sense to. So, for those interested in TRUTH, instead of some misinformed, anonymous commenter, allow me to explain what this is all about.

First of all, the commenter "Steve" doesn't have a profile through blogger, so there was no way to contact him about this.

Steve's reference to Landmarkism and Michael Ray, was in regards to this post here, where Michael Ray responded.

Michael Ray is more than capable of speaking for himself, and if he would like to do that, I'm sure he will. However, let me just say for the record that none of the contributors at Emergent No are Landmarkers, nor do we "follow Mike closely", nor are we "really behind the group that do away with all other branches of Christ Church and call them No church at all". This is simply misinformation.

I will say however, that Michael Ray is a friend of mine and has been for many years. Do we disagree on these issues that have been raised? YES we do, and he and I are well aware of which points we disagree on, and why.

The next comment I found quite bizarre:
"The great Blogs on Emergent No seem hypocritical in light of this they will do what they need to do in order to promote their ONLY Church doctrine, and call you and James White no Baptist at all."
Now, were it true that Surphing (Denise) and Nina and myself were dyed-in-the-wool Landmarkers with some hidden agenda at ENo, then this comment might make partial sense. However, since it's not true, it doesn't. Nor does the second part of the comment that accuses us of "calling James White no Baptist at all". In a word? Nonsense.

I can only speculate on why this comment was left at Phil's blog. Two reasons come to mind.

1. Phil already saw the comment in question here at this blog where Michael Ray made his statements, and it didn't turn into a blog war. In fact, it pretty much went well under the blog-controversy radar, which suits me JUST fine. Apparently someone wanted to make sure it was brough up AGAIN, and wanted to lump us ladies from ENo in with some controversial topics.

2. I recently banned a commeter from commenting on this blog, who's real name is Steve. I also banned him from my chat room on PalTalk. He was banned for his disgusting often profanity laced comments on PalTalk, and slanderous accusations against people I respect, namely Michael Ray. Is it the same Steve? I have no idea. Likely, but I have no proof.

So why am I posting on this?

Simple: I hate lies. I hate misinformation and attempts to slander, malign and cause grief for people. I especially hate it from people who call themselves Christians, and want nothing more than to stir up trouble and strife. I also hate it when folks try to pit one person against another - which is exactly what was attempted by this person posting this at Phil's blog.

Since it's clear this Steve person reads this blog, here is my message to you:

Shame on you. You need to repent and apologize to the people you've attempted to malign and/or deceive. There are many, such as Phil's fellow contributors, Phil himself, James White, Nina, Denise and myself, Michael Ray (whether you agree with him or not, you have no right to slander him), and the readership of PyroManiacs.

This mess has been going on for quite a while, and it started on PalTalk. Some of the so-called Christians there seem to consider this entertainment. I find that truly sad.

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey

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March 01, 2006

Truly Canadian?

I am NOT Canadian! This is how I jokingly respond to my fellow chatters that love to rib me about living in Canada. For some reason, they seem to think it's unusual that a fellow American is living up here.

It's been a really great eight years since I moved here. I've seen some of the most beautiful scenery ever, met some of the coolest people, and really been blessed with a first-hand education into the different cultures.

I grew up in western Washington not too far from the border, so it's not as if I've never been around Canadians, but living here is completely different. I miss Washington sometimes, but I really do love living here too.

You see that t-shirt there? Well, there's a little bit of a story behind it. It's ancient history... actually it happened this afternoon, lol. While chatting in #pros, a fellow believer by the name of Norris made another one of those kinds of comments I mentioned above. So, I decided to create this graphic! So Norris, thank you for inspiring a truly Canadian product. Your fellow Americans will surely be proud! :o)

(Oh, and by the way... you can see all the other 40+ products in this line, right here.)


Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey

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A reminder

The Reflections Winter Blahs Blowout! Giveaway officially ends on Friday, March 3rd at 11:59 pm. We've had almost TRIPLE the amount of entries for this draw, that we had last time - so hurry up and get your name in! When the contest closes, our official winner-picker (aka Kev) will be drawing 1 name from a hat. The winner gets to choose any 1 item from our store!

So go here to enter, but do it before Friday at midnight.
:o)

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey

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Shame on Bush

When I first heard the news about the pending legislature in South Dakota about the abortion ban, I was encouraged. As I shared the news with others, my encouragement quickly went to skepticism. It seemed almost no one was optimistic that the pending legislature would become law. "The governor wont sign that!", "it'll never pass into law!" people said.

I guess a touch of reality hit me then, but knowing the governor was in favor of this, and was prepared to sign this into law, I was still a little bit hopeful.

For some reason, I have this odd idea that there are politicians in office that genuinely believe abortion is exactly what it is, the slaughter of babies in the womb.

So I read the news this morning and find this from president Bush:
"That, of course, is a state law, but my position has always been three exceptions: Rape, incest, and the life of the mother," the US president told ABC news in an interview. Asked whether he would include "health" of the mother, Bush replied: "I said life of the mother, and health is a very vague term, but my position has been clear on that ever since I started running for office."


This is no secret of course, Bush has indeed made sure the American public knows his position on this. But my question to Bush, and anyone else calling themselves Christians and holding this same position is simply this:

Why make any exceptions at all?

If an abortion is a brutal act of murder on an innocent baby (and it is), then why is it acceptable to perform one in certain conditions, and not acceptable to perform one in other conditions?

Now I realize this is a massively sensitive subject for many people, but let's look at the absolute, black and white truth of Scripture on this one.

Thou shalt not kill (Ex 20:13)

Can we play word games with this one? Can we spin this text through contextual hoops? Sure we can, people do it all the time. Look at the Hebrew word for kill - ratsach. It means exactly what it says, to murder someone. It means exactly what it says in that GOD says, thou shalt not do this. He didn't say "except in the cases of this, that or the other". You'll never find exceptions to this commandment anywhere in Scripture. Never.

Now I know as soon as someone brings this up, someone else will always say "well, what about war! what about the wars God Himself commanded!?" I'm not talking about war, and I'll leave that with someone else to address.

I'm talking about tiny, helpless babies growing in the womb of their mothers. I'm talking about violating the most safe, secure environment those babies will ever be in, to rip the life out of them, and discard them along side what medical clinics call "trash". Many have said that this is a war and it's a war against the unborn. I couldn't agree more.

And God says, "thou shalt not do this".

So President Bush, this may be your position on this topic, and you may call yourself a Christian, but I ask you, what is God's position? And who's position carries more weight?

Currently reading:
Losing Our Virtue By David F. Wells
Total Truth By Nancy Pearcey

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